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Odd thoughts today:
- My main alarm clock has been blinking since the big storm that knocked out my computer. It's like that custom of stopping the clocks when someone dies. The weird thing is the clock still runs, but the time is wrong. And blinking.
- I think the problem I have with women I know and have wanted to date, have dated, or would like to date starting relationships is that I feel like I am not needed. I know it sounds weird, but with the various women I have lusted after moving on with their lives, it is more lonliness than jealousy that drives my irritability with them.
- Had an argument with an ex today. It was not pleasant, yet it was a mirror image of one I had with Fieame last year.
- I am still angry about not getting the job. I think it is the idea that there are people applying for these crap jobs with more experience than me. If someone with more than ten years of experience in the tech field is applying for these positions, then getting a job will be ten times tougher than I thought. Either that, or I was lied to. Now, why would they lie to me?
- I am considering going to the next Pagan's Night Out. I miss the companionship of that community, even if I think that the rumormongering and crap are pointless.
- I have gotten a lot of writing done on my book recently. I think my muse has returned.
- We bought Addi a new bed, although the Lego Computer had to be moved for a bit. As soon as I get my PC working again, she will get this keyboard and mouse, so she can actually use it.
- I am trying to come up with ideas for lists to post on here. Any ideas?