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so the visit to cape cod was good. it was actually a lot better than i thought it wuld be. i was scared my grandpa wuld still be as fragile, weak, and exhausted as last time. but i was wrong. we got there around midnight and they waited up for us. the greeted us at the door and my grandpa still looks weak but his personality is back. he was joking around me with just like we used to when i was little. it really made me happy. we went to my aunty etta and uncle hughes house and grandpa and i r sitting next to eachother on the couch and he elbowed me, so i elbowed him back, and so forth it became a battle. but it felt so good that his personality was back. i was scared cuz of his alsheimers he wouldnt remember lisa. but when i mentiond her name he said, "oh isnt that my friend?" it made me smile and i know it will make lisa smile. lisa and my grandpa used to call eachother "their best friend" and he rememberd! i was thrilled! the visit was great and i also got to spend sum time lying on the beach. today was work again, and then i went shopping with dave, he didnt really like it that i was taking him shopping but i need new tops. i only bought two shirts but they're really cute, and a new pair of shoes! i love the outfit that i put together for the first day, its really cute! so tonight after shopping, mcdonalds, and renting a movie, dave and i hung out at my house. i had the bright idea that me n him shuld go in the pool. i knew it was gunna be cold so i got on my dry float and laid there. dave puts his foot in the water (the surface is always warmer than the bottom)well he cannon balls in (trying to splash me)and dave becomes "davina" it was freezing, cuz he made me get off my float and into the water. lets just say we stayed in the pool for about a minute in a half. it was a pretty bad idea. so we're watching the movie, "sahara" and dave tells me that hes moving once dan graduates cuz his mom is selling the house. i almost burst into tears. he'd never told me this before, even thou he thought he did. my parents were still downstairs with us so i held back. but once they went upstairs i culdnt hold it in. i knew i loved dave but i didnt realize sumthing so simple as moving wuld bring straight to tears. i love him even more than i thought i did. but after that he held me and well...you know...stuff like that. i love him so much. and dont u ever forget that babe ;-)