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so my sister left for school and so did dave. i got depressed but thats life so oh well. i'm going to cape cod today till sunday to see my grandparents. me n my parents figured they're all alone and it must be pretty lonely and hard for the both of them over there so we figured we'd go for the weekend. i'm excited to see them but at the same time dreading it. this past summer we visted them for a week, and every night i culdnt help but get upset. its hard to get over how weak my grandpa is now and to see how hard it is for him to do everyday things. hes in his 2nd year of alsheimers. he forgets where the bathroom is and cant always put a name to me n my sisters face. he sumtimes wakes up not knowing where he is. sumtimes he thinks hes back home in ireland. i guess thats what he views heaven as. everyone has different visions of what heaven is like. sum think is clouds and angels, others think its a place like ireland where they grew up. as much as i'm glad we're going to cape cod i feel like i'm losing days where i can get things done. i still need to do more shopping (i'm a brat and get tired of my clothes very quickly), i want to spend one last day with dave, i'm hanging out with lisa the weekend after school starts (movie night bitch!) , and i love having days to myself as well. i can get up whenever i want, lay around and not do shit without my mom up my ass, and go out at night b4 even saying 2 words to my parents. as harsh as that sounds its true, its better when me n my mother talk the least. i love my daddy and for the most part we get along great but every once n a while we have a good fight. i've started to accept that i hafta go back to school whether i like it or not and i shuld look at it in a more positive light. summer just flew by for me i guess. last night i was with dave and tried to get my friend ahsley and daves friend artan together but that didnt wind up happening. and i'm starting to think dave loves to get his mom frustrated, heres an example: Daves mom (narda): Dave what are you two doing in that room?
Dave: we're having sex mom!
Me: DAVID STOP THAT!
Narda: Kiera you have never seen a puerto rican woman mad before cause that would make me go crazy.
but neways i gotta go pack, tootles my loves! and for whoever is religious please say a prayer for my sisters boyfriend, he just broke his jaw and the wires r gunna hafta stay on for a while.
Dave: we're having sex mom!
Me: DAVID STOP THAT!
Narda: Kiera you have never seen a puerto rican woman mad before cause that would make me go crazy.
but neways i gotta go pack, tootles my loves! and for whoever is religious please say a prayer for my sisters boyfriend, he just broke his jaw and the wires r gunna hafta stay on for a while.