The things I could never do in person, but wish I did, still haunt me daily.
I had a dream last night. I went to her house to be with her. It was very late. For some reason the lights were out, but it was very bright on us. We talked and made contact in ways that we never have in real life. It was different. She was different. But just as pretty as ever. And somehow we made pizza appear. Her parents then were woken. I knew they hate people and I booked it out of the house and hid aside her neighbor's house. I freaked out but one moment I wasn't looking she surprised me and let me know that everything was OK. And then she sat down by me and stared. I know this will sound weird, but then she said, "It's OK, you can kiss me." She made it OK. And I did, and I wished I had died in my sleep. And of course at that point I woke.