The Internet's love/hate relationship with me.

[zeroenthusiasm]

At literally the same instant over the Internet I received these two bits of commentary on my writing, opinions, and existence. One was full of hate and the other was full of admiration

Comments

[lorrilai]

WELP. I just read all of that and I still don't see how you are a bad person. Sorry you aren't one of those people who get your perfect, modest life handed to them on a silver fucking plate.

Fuck that video game tester kid, seriously. Sorry not all of us can have cool jobs and get paid a shit tonof money while we live in our parents basement.

None of this made any sense. I am so tired.

[zeroenthusiasm]

Thanks, Loren. I'm glad you understand. It's more believable that maybe I really am a good person when someone like you, who has known me for a while now, thinks so and the only people who seem to hate me so much are total strangers who have never met me. It's pretty uplifting when I look at it from a broader perspective like that.

I should have asked that tool how he paid for college and if he's ever paid taxes himself while I had the chance.

[lorrilai]

I'll know you for two years this September. :)

Such a creep for knowing that. v.v

You should've! If I went to College for something I loved...I'd be in debt my whole life. If I did go, which I won't, it'd be for marine biology. 5-6 years in College and no promise of a job, yay!

[zeroenthusiasm]

Hey, if you're a creep, then so am I, because I totally knew that, too!

It sucks you have to pay or sell yourself out to life-long debt just to do something meaningful with your life like become a marine biologist or doctor. :(

[lorrilai]

Sadly that's how life is. I mean, I could play football and get paid millions to run around and catch a ball.