Twindling Code Red high after accounting
I have completed my accounting homework for the week.
I look at the clock in complete disbelief 1:15AM!
Holy Crap!
What am I possibly going to do with the REST of my NIGHT??
Hey, don't I have this on-line journal thingy I haven't written in in ages...ah yeah...that is great for wasting late night hours!
Why haven't I written in a while?
BUSY doing other things, mostly school work.
But, I keep myself busy doing other things too. I to extra work at work, I am working on a database system for another company, I am developing a game, and most importantly I spending good time with friends.
However, I have another reason. I usually like to write about something somewhat insightful as to how I really look at things. I finding it fun to let others see the world through my eyes. But...to be honest with you...I have nothing new and insightful to share. All my insightful stuff is completely incomplete, a number of dwindling thoughts with no conclusion. How much of a tease would that be? Like watching a movie with an open ending (while some like that sorta thing...it drives ME nuts). To be honest with you all, I am surprised all of these dwindling thoughts and theories HAVEN'T driven me nuts yet...or have I always been...most likely a little.
Sometimes when James gets a little sad, he likes to use this as a great venting tool. It isn't. It is a horrifically sad replacement for a good friend and/or a nice warm hug. Not to mention my life rocks right now. I could go on and on as to how my life rocks. Lets see...Inger is amazing, my friends are amazing, my classes are amazing, my side projects are amazing, Code Red is amazing......now repeat this every other day...how boring.
Hmmmm...now that is interesting...HA an insightful point (I knew there was one somewhere). Why is it that good news so boring, and sad news interesting? In me, I sometimes have this inflatable head (on my shoulders) problem (the other isn't a problem, though I do "suffer" from an over-active sex drive)...and I try not to brag (too much). Also, what I did yesterday won't be half as cool as what I will be doing tomorrow. Why should I settle for an accomplishment in the past, when I can keep working toward better ones in the future?
So why is sad stuff interesting? Ask a friend how they are doing..."I'm doing GREAT" is the reply...they don't get half of the attention as they do "where is the nearest corner so I can run, hide, and mope for a few days?". Why is that? Well, I do it because I care...and I HATE seeing my friends in pain...I wanna make it all better, or at least do as much as I can to help (which sometimes leaves me with that annoying feeling of powerlessness when I realize how little one can do). So why is it interesting...I guess because it gets reaction. I can call out..HELP ME..and I know because my friends kick serious butt that they will be there.
Code Red wearing off...............
Neuron firing rate slowed......
Feeling slightly tired...
Goodnight my friends.
I look at the clock in complete disbelief 1:15AM!
Holy Crap!
What am I possibly going to do with the REST of my NIGHT??
Hey, don't I have this on-line journal thingy I haven't written in in ages...ah yeah...that is great for wasting late night hours!
Why haven't I written in a while?
BUSY doing other things, mostly school work.
But, I keep myself busy doing other things too. I to extra work at work, I am working on a database system for another company, I am developing a game, and most importantly I spending good time with friends.
However, I have another reason. I usually like to write about something somewhat insightful as to how I really look at things. I finding it fun to let others see the world through my eyes. But...to be honest with you...I have nothing new and insightful to share. All my insightful stuff is completely incomplete, a number of dwindling thoughts with no conclusion. How much of a tease would that be? Like watching a movie with an open ending (while some like that sorta thing...it drives ME nuts). To be honest with you all, I am surprised all of these dwindling thoughts and theories HAVEN'T driven me nuts yet...or have I always been...most likely a little.
Sometimes when James gets a little sad, he likes to use this as a great venting tool. It isn't. It is a horrifically sad replacement for a good friend and/or a nice warm hug. Not to mention my life rocks right now. I could go on and on as to how my life rocks. Lets see...Inger is amazing, my friends are amazing, my classes are amazing, my side projects are amazing, Code Red is amazing......now repeat this every other day...how boring.
Hmmmm...now that is interesting...HA an insightful point (I knew there was one somewhere). Why is it that good news so boring, and sad news interesting? In me, I sometimes have this inflatable head (on my shoulders) problem (the other isn't a problem, though I do "suffer" from an over-active sex drive)...and I try not to brag (too much). Also, what I did yesterday won't be half as cool as what I will be doing tomorrow. Why should I settle for an accomplishment in the past, when I can keep working toward better ones in the future?
So why is sad stuff interesting? Ask a friend how they are doing..."I'm doing GREAT" is the reply...they don't get half of the attention as they do "where is the nearest corner so I can run, hide, and mope for a few days?". Why is that? Well, I do it because I care...and I HATE seeing my friends in pain...I wanna make it all better, or at least do as much as I can to help (which sometimes leaves me with that annoying feeling of powerlessness when I realize how little one can do). So why is it interesting...I guess because it gets reaction. I can call out..HELP ME..and I know because my friends kick serious butt that they will be there.
Code Red wearing off...............
Neuron firing rate slowed......
Feeling slightly tired...
Goodnight my friends.