Apr 06, 2005 00:34
So seeing as I currently have a brace on my right wrist due to immense pain to the point of tears due to either a mean spider and an evil cyst or something equally as mean, this will more than likely be fairly short.
I hate being in the middle of situations. Nobody put me here, it just sort of naturally happened. We'll see what happens I suppose. For now, I'm ignoring the situation. I don't want to be on anybody's bad side and I am taken aback by some things.
I wish I knew what program I need to make real nice icons like the swanky ones I love of Gilmore Girls. It's be swank if someone decided to tell me :) Hint hint nudge nudge
I've been talking to Ben a lot lately. It's been really nice and all of the feelings that I'd had bottled up are beginning to come out, and I'm letting them. We both understand the situation..but there's still something there. A lot there. I still care about him so much...I did a lot of things wrong when we were together. But right now, I don't know where we are at. He's taking me to see Episode 3 on opening day provided that I'm home...which I think I will be. I don't know. Right now, I'm just confused.
Bedtime. Because yeah, tired and in pain.
~Amy