pfft..
Dear god...here I am again with time to write another meaningless entry.
Today was pretty much boring. I actually got to sleep in til 7:30am. Usually I wake up at 2:30am. Went to class, we had a test. I don't think I bombed it too bad. 15 questions. Then I left. Went home and ate....
Then I was off to Nova Southeastern University to be tested to see if I still have my learning disability. Yanno, it's really degrating connecting the dots and telling the psychologist what a fucking cow is for three hours, all so I can use a calculator in one fucking class. I feel like stabbing the bitch who is making me jump through these hoops.
I'm realizing that I'm thinking about Amanda constantly. I'm in love with her again....it hurts. I thought about distancing myself again but we're already far apart. I used to love being in love...now I fucking hate it. I desire the one thing I cannot have. Fuck me sideways....
Anyway, I think I'm going to end it here...I'll never say how I truely feel on this thing. I have to be up for work tomorrow...catch ya later.
- Christopher
Today was pretty much boring. I actually got to sleep in til 7:30am. Usually I wake up at 2:30am. Went to class, we had a test. I don't think I bombed it too bad. 15 questions. Then I left. Went home and ate....
Then I was off to Nova Southeastern University to be tested to see if I still have my learning disability. Yanno, it's really degrating connecting the dots and telling the psychologist what a fucking cow is for three hours, all so I can use a calculator in one fucking class. I feel like stabbing the bitch who is making me jump through these hoops.
I'm realizing that I'm thinking about Amanda constantly. I'm in love with her again....it hurts. I thought about distancing myself again but we're already far apart. I used to love being in love...now I fucking hate it. I desire the one thing I cannot have. Fuck me sideways....
Anyway, I think I'm going to end it here...I'll never say how I truely feel on this thing. I have to be up for work tomorrow...catch ya later.
- Christopher