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Another long time since I've posted or wrote in this thing. I'm suprised it's still around.
Today was alright, went to work at 4 am, got off at 10:30. Yeah, I made time and a half today, like $15 an hr...Then I got home and my mom starts bitching about her having to get up early. I was like stfu. I love how she thinks she's the only one who busts her ass around here.
On a lighter note Amanda and I have stopped fighting, stopped hurting each other. In her LJ she made a statement about how I always hurt her and that maybe she should find someone who doesn't or won't. I thought about that all morning while I was at work. I think it's true, I don't deserve her. I hate myself for the shit I put her through.
I want her back someday though.
K, I'm off to bed. I start work at 2am tomorrow. yay. Awesome ass paycheck though.
'night
- Christopher
Today was alright, went to work at 4 am, got off at 10:30. Yeah, I made time and a half today, like $15 an hr...Then I got home and my mom starts bitching about her having to get up early. I was like stfu. I love how she thinks she's the only one who busts her ass around here.
On a lighter note Amanda and I have stopped fighting, stopped hurting each other. In her LJ she made a statement about how I always hurt her and that maybe she should find someone who doesn't or won't. I thought about that all morning while I was at work. I think it's true, I don't deserve her. I hate myself for the shit I put her through.
I want her back someday though.
K, I'm off to bed. I start work at 2am tomorrow. yay. Awesome ass paycheck though.
'night
- Christopher