Dec 05, 2003 02:08
well i might move into that old house dont know yet though.Most of the electricity has short circuited and its leaky,its deffintely a fixer uper.Its not that that I mind most it's my aunt and uncle there odd in a bad way a very bad way like as in totall psycho i dont know what to expect of them if the slightest thing goes wrong thell kill me i dont want to make it any worse or better between me and them but i do need a place to stay.They offerd to let me stay with em in arkansas but i really hate it up there,but then again i might hate it anywhere but being inthrawled with them is not excactly my idea of fun id much rather live on the streat.I can not and will not forgive there foolishness the taunting the boasting and the beatings no !!I hate it but billy and lance are all oh lets take it back and make something cool out of it.Oh if it were that simple boys oh i just dont know,by doing this i could be burning a bridge at both ropes having both sides of the family pissed at me my dads and me mums oh god it hurts sometimes but then i realise im happy either way i can live anywhere anytime i think .Today i watched a really bad movie called uptown girl with a horrible song called sheets of egyptian cotton the movie was horrible it went nowhere and had no resolution.Ive seen worse i just can't remember when.talked to Brandon no luck on the search.missed seas of mayo blow me to the path of time traveling beyond a void to reclaim destiny to call you mine.traveling via hypercube to find you.