Jun 30, 2004 10:10
I feel very cold and alone right now. I have the feeling you get when you wonder if you will ever have happiness and love again, and right now I feel like I will not. I miss her. I miss her being there. And so now I am alone. What do you do from here seems to be the question on my mind most of the time. Where do I go from here? I don't want to be alone all my life. I really don't, and that is what I am scared of.