Floating
I am floating, I am lost in the troubled seas of my life. I can't play these games. I love her, but I have lost her. That is all there is to it. I do not know where or what I am going to do, but I must find some way to hold onto my sanity again. I know I will get through having lost her, but it is so hard. For better or worse, I do not know how I am going to get through it, but I will. I think it is time to make the decision that she is a friend, and not a lover anymore. That is hard, but I will grow to hate myself if I continue to put her through this. I can't do that. It is eating out my guts to see her like this. I would rather see her happy with him than in this miserable half state. It is time to let go of her. But I will always love her