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realization #1 about not drinking for 5 out of 14 days: i was irritable the first couple of days.... #2 i don't know how to have fun in social gathering type settings..... warning, warning will robinson! i would like to be able to bring out the social, unconcerned, happy man that pops out when drinking, while not drinking.... that'd be nice, nike slogans won't help here.... alternate drugs would be missing the point entirely, what to do, what to do? find more boring friends so i feel more comfortable in my sober skin? i dunno.