Don't think I don't think about it.
Don't think I don't have regrets.
Don't think it don't get to me,
Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey.

Don't think I don't wonder 'bout,
Coulda been, shoulda been all worked out.
I know what I felt, and i know what i said...
But don't think I don't think about it...

How do you know where you're going
When you don't know where you've been
You hide the shame that you're not showing
And you won't let anyone in
A crowded street can be a quiet place
When you're walking alone
And now you think that you're the only one who doesn't
Have to try
And you won't have to fail
If you're afraid to fight
Then I guess you never will
You ( Read more... )

 Every time I go home it gets harder and harder to leave and come back to a place that is not there. Of course that is somewhat irrational, but I just love it out there ( Read more... )

I just found out that my puppy (Pepper) got put to sleep today. Apparently she was really sick and it was necessary, but it still seemed to come out of nowhere for me... So now I'm sad that my puppy is gone.

Well, I'm pretty proud of my brother for making it through Basic. As he shouted (with the rest of the graduates) at the ceremony: he is an American soldier. For me, really no matter who you were or whatever (for the most part anyway), when you change that status you enter a different level in my mind. I'm not sure how to explain that one though... ( Read more... )

Well, my brother has signed himself into the Army. He leaves for boot camp in two weeks. I think if this works out it could be really good for them all. I really hope he makes this work. I think he could be a really good soldier if he puts his mind to it. I know it sounds kind of strange, especially for anyone that knows him... but I hope it will ( Read more... )

Some pictures from Chris and Sarah's wedding. http://www.flickr.com/photos/beckywpics/sets/72157601402706241/

Chris and Sarah's wedding was absolutely beautiful. Chris K is now a married man. Its amazing. And soon it will be me and Matt! I'm exhausted right now, so I'm going to finish up a quick project then crash. But pictures will follow! :)

Death itself does not bother me. I am accepting of the fact that it has to happen, and I believe that people like my Grandpa go somewhere far better than here on Earth. I choose to believe that. The thing that is bothering me now is those left behind. The ones that loved him, and now have the whole where he used to be. I'm thinking specifically ( Read more... )

When I go, don't cry for me ( Read more... )