i'm over caffeinated
nononononono one not-coffee is not going to undo months of careful progress
one day of bad eating is not going to undo months of consistency
i've lost weight. i'm not fat. i'm not thin but i'm not overweight.
i do like him as a person. he's funny. gentle. competent. but i will never feel secure with him as a partner.
i've hung out with him maybe twice sober. i don't know him that well. he's a different person drunk. what we "had" wasn't real.
it was always one-sided. he doesn't want you. he never wanted you. he's going to eventually finally going to settle down with his long-term girlfriend. you're just a passing distraction and a source of attention.
been resting for a long time at home and now that it's not too hot out i'm itching to have a night out. to drink but mostly to go outside the bar and smoke. i might drink wine on the balcony this weekend but it's too many calories.