Nov 17, 2009 21:19
It def got fucked up and I am okay with that because I met someone else, but is it too soon to say I'm in love? Haven't known him very long but having known love and knowing the feeling of being IN love, what I feel is just the same. When we are together something just lights my soul on fire. There is never a dull moment and when he looks me in the eyes I feel like I am melting.
It's absolutely crazy and I have this feeling that it won't last for some reason but the way he makes me feel and the things he says make me wonder if he feels the same about me as I do him but we don't want to tell each other....
He speaks on long-term levels and keeps saying things like "go with me next year" and "in a couple years". He is amazing and I dove into this whole thing head first not expecting any of this, not looking for any of this and here it is. I am happy but I am also sad. He makes an effort to talk to me every day and sometimes when I don't hear from him or when he says certain things though they'd be normal from any other person, I become sad or worried but have no reason to be.... I'm scared but I am also fulfilled.