Bitter Sweet
Sorry for the chleshe (spl?) but it's very accurate.
i've done it, I've got and Australian boy-friend.
He's intelegent, witty, well read, taller than me, moralistic, compasionate and spending half of my remaining time here doing army training in the bush... So i'm with an awesome guy for three weeks.
I came to the conclusion that its better to have something to miss than to miss out on something. Still its unpleasnt.
I'd had a crush on him for a few weeks, acted to signify such and gotten no responce so i had given up on it. Just a crush, so no suffering just a tad disapointed. Then suddenly we were talking and... well we stopped talking for a bit.
he felt like an idiot for not realizing I liked him and literaly said almost nothing but "Wow" and "really?" for a quarter hour. Why hadnt he picked up on the signals sooner? According to him he'd just assumed i was "out of his league". WTF?! Doesnt speak well of his confidence, but he's over it now and we plan to enjoy what little time we have to play with this as much as possible. Bad timing though. I have two killer research papers due the first week of June and his assignments are rushed because he's leaving early for his army thing. we still took a five hour lunch-break today though ^_^
Just doing army reserves for college money! He's got a history degree and getting a masters in teaching so he can infect the next generations with an understanding of why the world is as it is. I haven't betrayed acadamia!
I'm just so comfortable with him. Maybe because we've been friends for the last 3 months is enough but... he's just special and noble and open.
I'm glad to know he thinks highly of me too, and I'll hold onto that.
i've done it, I've got and Australian boy-friend.
He's intelegent, witty, well read, taller than me, moralistic, compasionate and spending half of my remaining time here doing army training in the bush... So i'm with an awesome guy for three weeks.
I came to the conclusion that its better to have something to miss than to miss out on something. Still its unpleasnt.
I'd had a crush on him for a few weeks, acted to signify such and gotten no responce so i had given up on it. Just a crush, so no suffering just a tad disapointed. Then suddenly we were talking and... well we stopped talking for a bit.
he felt like an idiot for not realizing I liked him and literaly said almost nothing but "Wow" and "really?" for a quarter hour. Why hadnt he picked up on the signals sooner? According to him he'd just assumed i was "out of his league". WTF?! Doesnt speak well of his confidence, but he's over it now and we plan to enjoy what little time we have to play with this as much as possible. Bad timing though. I have two killer research papers due the first week of June and his assignments are rushed because he's leaving early for his army thing. we still took a five hour lunch-break today though ^_^
Just doing army reserves for college money! He's got a history degree and getting a masters in teaching so he can infect the next generations with an understanding of why the world is as it is. I haven't betrayed acadamia!
I'm just so comfortable with him. Maybe because we've been friends for the last 3 months is enough but... he's just special and noble and open.
I'm glad to know he thinks highly of me too, and I'll hold onto that.