Meh.
Well Dad had to be zapped 3 times back to life. e.e It was during the operation which I knew this could happen but it's still a shock none the less. I feel numb extremely numb. I feel like not even waking up not caring about anything but I have to be strong for my siblings. Dad is fine for now but its still scary. I don't know what to do. I want to go get out of here. Sorry if this post is jumpy. its my brain thinking a million things persecond. I dunno what to do. I wish I could go over to a friends house but I can't. meh. When will I wake up from this nightmare?