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zeitgeisha

I Hate Me Remix

Jan 23, 2005 13:16

So I haven't real;ly felt like blogging the last couple of dayss. I've been busy doing coool things but still thinkiingn irritatingly patheitc thoughts which scare our good Polish friend. And I'm al; *NYAAR*. Yes. but more on that later. So Friday I saw ( Pirates_of_Penzance )

art, "deep thoughts", freak hall alum

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anonymous January 23 2005, 18:50:45 UTC

i found you, valerie!
angsty mcangst-- great new term

i worry: i hope you never feel lonely. friends and boyfriends are hardly the same. and you have plenty of friends =).

~christina

zeitgeisha January 23 2005, 23:01:16 UTC

Wai~ christina came to my lj ~dies from infinite happiness~ and thanx..i feel loved T_T

rashkae January 26 2005, 17:27:05 UTC

.......Don't worry too much about your reasoning behind catching a man. (Now I get to tell you something I'll never ever tell Sam ever. -.-) You know I chased him for two years before I got him, but you know what my very first thought was after he said he liked me and we became a couple? "Muahahaha I finally caught one." It wasn't "OMG the love of my life just said he loves me back *squeeeee*" or anything like that, it was "I finally caught a man so now I can stop being lonely and hating myself, yay!". I had to grow into acting the way I do with Sam now - the cute bits - and that growing took several months. So don't worry too much about your reasoning behind it; just make sure that that doesn't make you so desperate that you go after anything that moves...although that can prove to be hard (I mean, I went after Zach in my pre-Sam days, and that was just about as sad as what you did. After all, it's not like Zach's changed any over the years ( ... )

zeitgeisha January 26 2005, 18:03:46 UTC

You too?! T_T I feel so much better >.< damn that zach for moving >.< Yeah, I think I might have some hope..one day..in the..far..far...*distant* future of getting a littel better at chess. I'm hoping if I hang out with our Good Polish friend long enough, his skillz will somehow rub off...~sigh~ The Fail in life isn't so much becomign a failure as..i dunno failign at living. >.> i make no sense. but yeah I think the fail is mostly in regards to other people. Waaa~ Thank you for making me feel loved. HOly Spirit Power Attack!!!!!! ~tackles claudine~ chuuu~