I love falling asleep while reading and seeing vision and then hallucinating the images made real and present.
I understand why priests hold all-nighters praying in a dark temple/church with candlelight and incense burning. HOMG SMEX T_T
I carry religious fervor to academia and it is *delicious*. In another age I would have been a prophet xD
My room was a party for a little while. The Scarlet Lady, Cthulu, Blake my new cuddlekins tyger <3, and Sai were in attendence, playing a number of roles. From Phaedra to the Bacchae to Hippolytus to Pentheus...
Ah Euripides! What a rip-roaring good time -- literally xD
Euripides is the Dir En Grey of ancient Greece.
Btw, Dionysis and Pentheus? OTP. I was getting all hot and bothered at Starbucks xD
Also, Pentheus is a dumbshit who deserves whatever he gets -___-;; f00~
I think I just dropped a social snowball down a hill by accident. let's hope it lays where it lies. inconvenience, ugh -_-
I want to be in Japan *now*. I want to be at Columbia or Susan's House or Anna Sophie's or Diana's just anywhere not *here*. I want to be playing with bunnies and ferrets and drawing and laughing and hugging my friends. Not sitting in a lounge, cold, irritated and alone, getting what comfort I can from the be-tentacled seeming starbucks mermaid.
...I want to fall into a Vision and never awaken.
Btw, The Family™?
We will be having no more of that -- another symbolic structure bites the dust.
Though there is no family, I will remain Auntie Val ...but in a more general sense? ^^;
Nephew priveleges are immediately and permanently suspended, as the office is herewith dissolved.
Lol, I will be keeping my direct line, however.
Because my son is my son in a creepy way, and a reliable individual and those people are important to hang onto xD
I'll be a part of other structures -- ie the Bunny Clan-- but I no longer am going to have like... "my" family?
I wanted to be a tree with strong roots but for that people have to come to you
...being a tentacle monster is just so much more travel efficient!
Not that anyone cares but I believe in announcing things; even if only for a posterity that wont materialize.
It was a thing during college and it was nice while it lasted?
The condition of modern man is loneliness anyway, right? I should get used to it.
Maybe I'll grow up a little when I'm in another country all alone.
Once this is all over, I'll get to spend time with everyone, and there are no words how much that thought comforts and keeps me. Well, when reliable people tell me that xD
Before thy eyes there would have been hurling of ribs and hoofs this way and that; and strips of flesh, all blood-bedabbled, dripped as they hung from the pine-branches. Wild bulls, that glared but now with rage along their horns, found themselves tripped up, dragged down to earth by countless maidens' hands.