Updating my life
So updating on my life.
Spencer and I have been fighting a lot less now. Which is always good to hear. And when we do fight it's really much more mellow than, ugh, before I left for vacation with the family. So that's also good. I think it was mostly about mis-communication with us. He never quite understood what I was saying during the fights and I never really got what he was trying to do during them so....Yeah, much better now. More understanding and less blowing up in each other's faces which is always nice.
But I'm bored. I need some better hobbies maybe. All I've been doing is waking up at 3:00pm, eat, go to work, come back, eat, sit around with my laptop, watch some TV show from Netflix, greet Spencer when he gets back, then we both sit around doing the same thing until we go to bed.
....god, I'm bored. The most exciting thing I do all day is either play World of Warcraft or watch Spencer play Dante's Inferno that I got for him on V-day.
Speaking of V-day, Spencer did something extremely sweet for me on Valentine's Day. We had a little bit of a bout on Friday night, I know he doesn't have that much money to spend on me (I even noted to him that he doesn't need to "buy" anything necessarily, but he said he didn't have enough time to make anything...we kinda argued about his response to my questioning...it was not a very pleasant response, we won't go into that) but just the thought that I had to go drive him to go pick up my valentine's present (again) just kinda drew the line for me, considering how last v-day turned out... It's like, if I have to go to the store and pick out the chocolates, I might as well just pay for the chocolates myself. I don't see anything romantic in it. Not even "the thought that counts" because he doesn't put any thought into at all. It just made me really angry.
ANYWAY! So after we got over that and went to bed. Spencer left early "for work" and when I came by to drop of an energy drink for him, he handed me a little box wrapped decoratively with red paper and white string. I was literally in a little bit of shock at first. I opened it and it was a shiny heart necklace. It's so cute! :) And not only that but he got me some really expensive chocolate fudge bars and some chocolate-covered chips which he remembered I liked. How sweet is that?! I was so happy for the rest of that night!
Well, I've been in a down-ward spiral sex drive wise. I'm not quite sure what it is but I can't get horny as often or as easily as I used to. And I'm not really getting much sex in the first place. Spencer likes it maybe once a week/once every week and a half; it's scarce. Which I had a problem with since I enjoyed it at least once every other day. Spencer apparently has never experienced having a girlfriend who enjoyed having sex more than he did so...we had no idea how to fix it. But now I'm just not feeling sexy or horny at all. It makes me worry a little because this seems a little sudden. I don't think I'm depressed...maybe it's seasonal? ...Well I just hope it comes back because it feels weird.
Well...that was a lot again, wasn't it? Sorry. I'm trying to update more frequently but I talk a lot anyway. And I'm not getting much relief from it since I don't talk much at work now that I moved to a different belt. And I don't feel like making Spencer's ears bleed everytime I see him so...here's my talk relief. :P Hope you all enjoyed it. lol
Spencer and I have been fighting a lot less now. Which is always good to hear. And when we do fight it's really much more mellow than, ugh, before I left for vacation with the family. So that's also good. I think it was mostly about mis-communication with us. He never quite understood what I was saying during the fights and I never really got what he was trying to do during them so....Yeah, much better now. More understanding and less blowing up in each other's faces which is always nice.
But I'm bored. I need some better hobbies maybe. All I've been doing is waking up at 3:00pm, eat, go to work, come back, eat, sit around with my laptop, watch some TV show from Netflix, greet Spencer when he gets back, then we both sit around doing the same thing until we go to bed.
....god, I'm bored. The most exciting thing I do all day is either play World of Warcraft or watch Spencer play Dante's Inferno that I got for him on V-day.
Speaking of V-day, Spencer did something extremely sweet for me on Valentine's Day. We had a little bit of a bout on Friday night, I know he doesn't have that much money to spend on me (I even noted to him that he doesn't need to "buy" anything necessarily, but he said he didn't have enough time to make anything...we kinda argued about his response to my questioning...it was not a very pleasant response, we won't go into that) but just the thought that I had to go drive him to go pick up my valentine's present (again) just kinda drew the line for me, considering how last v-day turned out... It's like, if I have to go to the store and pick out the chocolates, I might as well just pay for the chocolates myself. I don't see anything romantic in it. Not even "the thought that counts" because he doesn't put any thought into at all. It just made me really angry.
ANYWAY! So after we got over that and went to bed. Spencer left early "for work" and when I came by to drop of an energy drink for him, he handed me a little box wrapped decoratively with red paper and white string. I was literally in a little bit of shock at first. I opened it and it was a shiny heart necklace. It's so cute! :) And not only that but he got me some really expensive chocolate fudge bars and some chocolate-covered chips which he remembered I liked. How sweet is that?! I was so happy for the rest of that night!
Well, I've been in a down-ward spiral sex drive wise. I'm not quite sure what it is but I can't get horny as often or as easily as I used to. And I'm not really getting much sex in the first place. Spencer likes it maybe once a week/once every week and a half; it's scarce. Which I had a problem with since I enjoyed it at least once every other day. Spencer apparently has never experienced having a girlfriend who enjoyed having sex more than he did so...we had no idea how to fix it. But now I'm just not feeling sexy or horny at all. It makes me worry a little because this seems a little sudden. I don't think I'm depressed...maybe it's seasonal? ...Well I just hope it comes back because it feels weird.
Well...that was a lot again, wasn't it? Sorry. I'm trying to update more frequently but I talk a lot anyway. And I'm not getting much relief from it since I don't talk much at work now that I moved to a different belt. And I don't feel like making Spencer's ears bleed everytime I see him so...here's my talk relief. :P Hope you all enjoyed it. lol