I don't know...
I'm posting an entry.
Well....here goes.
I have to go to work soon. Work is killing my back everyday now (mostly the right side, I need to be more ambidextrous).
There's a new girl at work. It's kinda nice having more women around my job. I have to admit I miss the girl talk. I think I'm being way too submerged into guy talk that I'm almost finding myself saying, "You want a knuckle sandwich" or "The vikings lost to who?!" which is just silly since I don't really enjoy hitting anyone and I barely know or care about sports at all.
Yes, it's a very stereotypical guy environment. Not to say that all guys are stereotypes o'course. It's just that testosterone is flying every which way in that place; it almost makes me want to get up and punch somebody.
But I digress. I don't really approve of some of Spencer's so-called friends. Apparently, they aren't quite uhh..."nice". I've met them and I didn't see any problems but that was only once, and Spencer has told me some stories...
The only "real" big problem I have with them is Spencer doesn't want me to hang out with them...That can make anyone a bit worried. He says they are too blunt for me. Which pisses me off a bit.
He even just now told me he's going to a party with them on Friday (tomorrow!) "some time". He won't tell me when or how long. But apparently I'm not invited. Now, I don't know if it's just him not inviting me or if it's his friends. And frankly I don't care about that I'm just mad at him right now for 1) telling me this just now, 2) telling me what mean people they are but still want to hang around them, 3) saying I can't "handle them", 4) not caring what I'd think about this whole situation!
I don't know. Maybe I'm being petty, but this is just grinding my gears! Not only was I thinking of having movie night tomorrow with Bill, Ryan and (wanting) Spencer but now I'm just more annoyed about those 4 facts.
I really don't know what to do...I'm just so hurt or pissed or....I don't know.
Well....here goes.
I have to go to work soon. Work is killing my back everyday now (mostly the right side, I need to be more ambidextrous).
There's a new girl at work. It's kinda nice having more women around my job. I have to admit I miss the girl talk. I think I'm being way too submerged into guy talk that I'm almost finding myself saying, "You want a knuckle sandwich" or "The vikings lost to who?!" which is just silly since I don't really enjoy hitting anyone and I barely know or care about sports at all.
Yes, it's a very stereotypical guy environment. Not to say that all guys are stereotypes o'course. It's just that testosterone is flying every which way in that place; it almost makes me want to get up and punch somebody.
But I digress. I don't really approve of some of Spencer's so-called friends. Apparently, they aren't quite uhh..."nice". I've met them and I didn't see any problems but that was only once, and Spencer has told me some stories...
The only "real" big problem I have with them is Spencer doesn't want me to hang out with them...That can make anyone a bit worried. He says they are too blunt for me. Which pisses me off a bit.
He even just now told me he's going to a party with them on Friday (tomorrow!) "some time". He won't tell me when or how long. But apparently I'm not invited. Now, I don't know if it's just him not inviting me or if it's his friends. And frankly I don't care about that I'm just mad at him right now for 1) telling me this just now, 2) telling me what mean people they are but still want to hang around them, 3) saying I can't "handle them", 4) not caring what I'd think about this whole situation!
I don't know. Maybe I'm being petty, but this is just grinding my gears! Not only was I thinking of having movie night tomorrow with Bill, Ryan and (wanting) Spencer but now I'm just more annoyed about those 4 facts.
I really don't know what to do...I'm just so hurt or pissed or....I don't know.