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[zebradove]

There are days when I get overly self-centered and when I overlook all the blessings that I already have, but today I realized just how lucky I am to have my sec 4 drama batch by my side. Today, they all had to be scolded for something that wasn't their fault, and all of it. It was undeserved and it wasn't fair, and by the end of I felt the full weight of the guilt and the irresponsibility and my failure to do what was right. So now I have to say that I am so utterly grateful that they have not given up on us, that they're still willing to help even after we've had to drag them through this chaos with us, that they still believe in us. I don't know about that last part for sure, but I'm praying it's right, and I'm praying that we won't let anyone down. I'm just so touched that they're all still here, by our side.

Just thank you. I don't think that many seniors visit my blog, if they even know I have a blog at all - I've known some of you guys for years and some of you just recently, but throughout it all, thank you. Thank you for not giving up, thank you for being here for us, thank you for being that utter awesome amazingness that you guys have been for the longest time ever. I love you all.