So my roommate Devon's things are gone, shipped back to his home. The rest of us in the dorm find it very strange. One of them has some bad dreams. I heard him. They have stayed out of here as much as possible, but I lay on my bed and think and study. This isn't any fun time at all, but I think everyone in my house is at least staying strong
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Thank me running into Gabrielle last night for myeyes being opened. I sometimes under estimate my Droogies; for that I appoligy.
My feelings are so jumbled I dont know which end is up, and I have such strong feelings now with Brielle it scares me. I don't want to do anything that would scare her off.
Mainly have have anger that comes up at odd times and doesn't even make since. I have never had anger I don't know what to do with it. Last night I yelled at Brielle over a stupid misunderstanding; not to mention bruising my hand. What do I do???[/private]
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I doubt you will scare Brielle off. She looks petite but I think she is very strong. And she feels strong feelings for you. I can see it.
What do you do? Learn, like we all need to. Kris talked about Castro and he doesn't seem to learn. Do you see how this is a problem?[/private]
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Go live in Ravenclaw to get away from anger for a few days? Alright, sorry, bad joke.
I know my past doesn't matter to you. Thank you. Yes, Droogie soul brother, I would show you the same kind of understanding you gave to me. Don't every doubt it.[/private]
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Yes, but I did almost hurt Gabrielle with my anger, and hse said it hurt her to see me like that so I am hurting people. I also frightened poor Kris to death I'm sure when I first came unhinged and felt liek I couldn't turn to you or Brielle about it. I wrote in her journal. I haven't yet hurt you, but whatif I yell at you out of my anger. I really don't feel like being hexed into next week. Kidding, kidding...but really I don't want to hurt any of you.[/private]
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Are we still on for Tuesday practice? Also tonight is the first DA meeting are you still going to come?
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