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Nov 12, 2004 15:43

So my roommate Devon's things are gone, shipped back to his home. The rest of us in the dorm find it very strange. One of them has some bad dreams. I heard him. They have stayed out of here as much as possible, but I lay on my bed and think and study. This isn't any fun time at all, but I think everyone in my house is at least staying strong ( Read more... )

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divinepatil November 12 2004, 22:10:55 UTC
[private]Zed, I am cracking up...I didn't want to tell you because I didn't think you'd understand. I know, I know don't think it. We are soul brothers why wouldn't you understand.

Thank me running into Gabrielle last night for myeyes being opened. I sometimes under estimate my Droogies; for that I appoligy.

My feelings are so jumbled I dont know which end is up, and I have such strong feelings now with Brielle it scares me. I don't want to do anything that would scare her off.

Mainly have have anger that comes up at odd times and doesn't even make since. I have never had anger I don't know what to do with it. Last night I yelled at Brielle over a stupid misunderstanding; not to mention bruising my hand. What do I do???[/private]

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zebastian November 12 2004, 22:26:13 UTC
[private]Droogie, I probably would understand, but if I don't, a friend is still there to listen. Don't forget.

I doubt you will scare Brielle off. She looks petite but I think she is very strong. And she feels strong feelings for you. I can see it.

What do you do? Learn, like we all need to. Kris talked about Castro and he doesn't seem to learn. Do you see how this is a problem?[/private]

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divinepatil November 12 2004, 22:42:12 UTC
[private]Learn? Yes, I get how he has to learn how to act with his anger, and that he has tons of people trying to help him with it. He doesn't take it though. Is that what you mean ( ... )

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zebastian November 12 2004, 22:51:38 UTC
[private]Yes, that is exactly what I mean about Castro. He hurts you, Kris, himself.

Go live in Ravenclaw to get away from anger for a few days? Alright, sorry, bad joke.

I know my past doesn't matter to you. Thank you. Yes, Droogie soul brother, I would show you the same kind of understanding you gave to me. Don't every doubt it.[/private]

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divinepatil November 12 2004, 23:14:37 UTC
[private]*chuckles* If it were allowed to live in Ravenclaw until this blew over I would do it in a heart beat. *wink*

Yes, but I did almost hurt Gabrielle with my anger, and hse said it hurt her to see me like that so I am hurting people. I also frightened poor Kris to death I'm sure when I first came unhinged and felt liek I couldn't turn to you or Brielle about it. I wrote in her journal. I haven't yet hurt you, but whatif I yell at you out of my anger. I really don't feel like being hexed into next week. Kidding, kidding...but really I don't want to hurt any of you.[/private]

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zebastian November 12 2004, 23:25:29 UTC
[private]Droogie, anyone who knows you knows you don't want to hurt us. So when life gets to us, live through it and remember to forgive yourself. That way, we have our good friend with us. Understand?[/private]

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divinepatil November 12 2004, 23:38:31 UTC
Yes, thanks. Im so silly to have thought you wouldn't understand. My mind has been playing tricks on me though.

Are we still on for Tuesday practice? Also tonight is the first DA meeting are you still going to come?

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zebastian November 12 2004, 23:41:15 UTC
Yes, I'll check out this DA. After dinner?

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divinepatil November 12 2004, 23:43:12 UTC
Yes.

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