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[zebastian]

So my roommate Devon's things are gone, shipped back to his home. The rest of us in the dorm find it very strange. One of them has some bad dreams. I heard him. They have stayed out of here as much as possible, but I lay on my bed and think and study. This isn't any fun time at all, but I think everyone in my house is at least staying strong

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[divinepatil]

[private]Learn? Yes, I get how he has to learn how to act with his anger, and that he has tons of people trying to help him with it. He doesn't take it though. Is that what you mean?

I dont know where to start though tolearn how to understand all this anger. It comes from all sides, but mostly when I'm in Gryffindor. It is so broke up here. Everyone is so upset. I'm sure it is no different in your house. The only thing is that with this death being in my own house it has made feelings I guess that I have chose to ignore up until now come up. I hate those Death Eaters. When I think of all the pain and sorrow they have caused it just makes me want to ram my fist in the wall.

Zed, I want you to know that your past still does not matter to me. You made a bad judgement call out of anger or spite. It can happen to us all. I know you are not a Death Eater you do not posses that kind of crulty. You are my soul brother, and if I ever make a fool hardy decision that may hurt you I hope you will show my the same understanding. I know you would.[/private]

[zebastian]

[private]Yes, that is exactly what I mean about Castro. He hurts you, Kris, himself.

Go live in Ravenclaw to get away from anger for a few days? Alright, sorry, bad joke.

I know my past doesn't matter to you. Thank you. Yes, Droogie soul brother, I would show you the same kind of understanding you gave to me. Don't every doubt it.[/private]

[divinepatil]

[private]*chuckles* If it were allowed to live in Ravenclaw until this blew over I would do it in a heart beat. *wink*

Yes, but I did almost hurt Gabrielle with my anger, and hse said it hurt her to see me like that so I am hurting people. I also frightened poor Kris to death I'm sure when I first came unhinged and felt liek I couldn't turn to you or Brielle about it. I wrote in her journal. I haven't yet hurt you, but whatif I yell at you out of my anger. I really don't feel like being hexed into next week. Kidding, kidding...but really I don't want to hurt any of you.[/private]

[zebastian]

[private]Droogie, anyone who knows you knows you don't want to hurt us. So when life gets to us, live through it and remember to forgive yourself. That way, we have our good friend with us. Understand?[/private]

[divinepatil]

Yes, thanks. Im so silly to have thought you wouldn't understand. My mind has been playing tricks on me though.

Are we still on for Tuesday practice? Also tonight is the first DA meeting are you still going to come?

[zebastian]

Yes, I'll check out this DA. After dinner?

[divinepatil]

Yes.