Introspective
Looking back a few years ago to today, I see a change in myself. A lot of us are now dividing time between pre and post Covid. Pre, I found it easy to put things off for later. It didn't happen often, but Post caused me to examine my life under a microscope and realize this was one thing I needed to change. Tomorrow's never certain, so if I have someone I need to text back or I have an "adult responsibility" I've been avoiding, it's time to get to them. I also want to be less petty. I don't need to avenge myself if someone does me wrong. It doesn't change what happened. I don't want to stoop to someone's low level either. Tally two for changing for the better! I talked about fear before, and that's another thing I've been working on. I don't let fear get in the way of what I want to do. I'll try out for a role that clearly wasn't written with me in mind if only to prove that I'm not afraid to try something new. I'll also say what I want to say instead of biting my tongue (Doing my best not to sound petty!!) because it does the mind good to set free what's been buggin me. It's all a work in progress, but I am noticing improvements!