Oct 29, 2010 13:44
'Remember the truth is in the details. No matter how you see the world or what style it imposes on your work as an artist, the truth is in the details. Of course, the devil's there too- everyone says so- but maybe truth and the devil are words for the same thing. It could be, you know.'
Truth has always been something I try to live and abide by, but sometimes...
Sometimes, of fear of loosing you, I fail to tell the complete truth about my past.
And, unfortunately, one day, it will come to bite me in the ass.
As all things that you fail to do tend to. Or things that you shouldn't do tend to do is the more correct way of saying it, I suppose.
I feel bad.
I went back into my old journal entries and editted them a few days ago.
And in my writing, I have never before hidden the truth of my heart and soul bared in my words.
So, in order to take back my failing, I've deleted those things I have changed from my past.
Altering the entries of memories of my past does not make them true.
I want my words to have meaning.
And presence.
And above all, not to be false to my own ears.
It's the worst thing I could possibly do, to alter my own texts.
No more.
Truth and the Devil may sometimes be words for the same thing, but it was my thoughts and emotions in those details, and if anyone deserves it to be the truth, it's me.
No more altering, just a tall shot of Luna, straight up.
And the Devil will fortunately be in the details no longer.
Luna 'ain't got time.'
:)
truth