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I had a big fucking long ass post that I just typed up about the whole situation going on between me and the person whose life I wrecked but it all got lost so let's just say, No bounce, no play. Life happens, shit goes on.
I had also given ample reasoning behind my actions, but because I am so pissed off about losing an hour long post, Fuck it! I have no reason to justify my actions to you fucks! Most of which don't even care about why I did it or why I didn't give Erik the chance of a lifetime, but I don't give a rats ass. If you were my friends, you'd ask me why as opposed to immediately condemning me to a life infested with STDs and resulting in spending my afterlife swimming in a lake of burning sulfur. But one thing I have learned through all of this, I know who my true friends are. Apparently no one, but that's fine with me because if you weren't a true friend, i didn't want your ass around me anyway.
I can't believe these fuckers are so thick! Some of the people who called themselves friends fucked him over longer, harder and faster than I did and are angry at me because I'm trying to better myself. No! they don't look at it that way! I fucked over their friend. Hmmph! How awful can you be?! I mean, why didn't I just rip his still beating heart out of his chest, take a bite of it and piss on the rest? Because I didn't want to hurt him any worse than I had to. Because despite your unfounded opinions of me, I'm not a fucking monster. I'm not a slut or whore, and Gods Damn It I'm not a heart breaker.
So if any of those "friends" out there may have taken anything from this and come to their senses, by all means, i'd love to hear from you. If you haven't, FUCK YOU!!! I don't need your sorry, lying, deceitful asses anyway. I'm much better off without you!
I had also given ample reasoning behind my actions, but because I am so pissed off about losing an hour long post, Fuck it! I have no reason to justify my actions to you fucks! Most of which don't even care about why I did it or why I didn't give Erik the chance of a lifetime, but I don't give a rats ass. If you were my friends, you'd ask me why as opposed to immediately condemning me to a life infested with STDs and resulting in spending my afterlife swimming in a lake of burning sulfur. But one thing I have learned through all of this, I know who my true friends are. Apparently no one, but that's fine with me because if you weren't a true friend, i didn't want your ass around me anyway.
I can't believe these fuckers are so thick! Some of the people who called themselves friends fucked him over longer, harder and faster than I did and are angry at me because I'm trying to better myself. No! they don't look at it that way! I fucked over their friend. Hmmph! How awful can you be?! I mean, why didn't I just rip his still beating heart out of his chest, take a bite of it and piss on the rest? Because I didn't want to hurt him any worse than I had to. Because despite your unfounded opinions of me, I'm not a fucking monster. I'm not a slut or whore, and Gods Damn It I'm not a heart breaker.
So if any of those "friends" out there may have taken anything from this and come to their senses, by all means, i'd love to hear from you. If you haven't, FUCK YOU!!! I don't need your sorry, lying, deceitful asses anyway. I'm much better off without you!