my precious'
Worry and time have an inverse relationship. The more you have of one, the less you have of the other. Yet curiously, Sarah, both are suspended when you live in the now.
As you were,
The Universe
Day 9 non smoker Sarah... and I want to cave, but I won't.... because I now have pretty earrings to wear to Gothla. hoooray! Getting 'em in 7 days or so. I needed something to make me feel pretty and I'm feeling prettier already!
The days keep getting rougher during work... it has become really hard for me to have social interactions with people without rage filling my chest and making me act crazy. I am looking forward to the day it gets easier that's for sure.
I am wondering if it is true what they say about Chantix and depression or if I'm just letting myself get too wrapped up in things I can not change. I worry... it's true... especially about the people I love. I will try to be a stronger person so that I can return the awesome amount of friendship that I have been given but inside I am screaming because I would change things if I could . Dammit, WHY do horrible things happen to good people? It's a borderline selfish feeling and it sucks when combined with stress and anxiety.
Breathing helps...
As you were,
The Universe
Day 9 non smoker Sarah... and I want to cave, but I won't.... because I now have pretty earrings to wear to Gothla. hoooray! Getting 'em in 7 days or so. I needed something to make me feel pretty and I'm feeling prettier already!
The days keep getting rougher during work... it has become really hard for me to have social interactions with people without rage filling my chest and making me act crazy. I am looking forward to the day it gets easier that's for sure.
I am wondering if it is true what they say about Chantix and depression or if I'm just letting myself get too wrapped up in things I can not change. I worry... it's true... especially about the people I love. I will try to be a stronger person so that I can return the awesome amount of friendship that I have been given but inside I am screaming because I would change things if I could . Dammit, WHY do horrible things happen to good people? It's a borderline selfish feeling and it sucks when combined with stress and anxiety.
Breathing helps...