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last night i had another dream that was too good be true. this is the second one iv ever had in my life, and they have both been in a month. these dreams... they are so much different than any others. these 2 different types of dreams are almost exactly the same except for one element that make them so far apart, the only difference is that my normal dreams are not relevent to my daily life, but these last 2 dreams could almost be mistaken as a great day. normally dreams (to me) contain things that would never be in this world, made up stuff in my head. these too-good-to-be-true dreams are exactly the same except that in a normal dream i would be doing something that isnt possible like climbing walls, and these realistic dreams i am doing something not possible like a relationship.
it pisses me off, this dream last night, i know that what i drempt will never be possible just like climbing walls in a normal dream. my other realistic dream that i had showed me that what i drept was just as good as any other dream. i keep praying and thinking that this one is an exception, maybe this one will turn out for the good. who am i kidding, i have said that about every other reoccuring thing in my life and look where i am. this is bullshit, please god, just once.
please...
it pisses me off, this dream last night, i know that what i drempt will never be possible just like climbing walls in a normal dream. my other realistic dream that i had showed me that what i drept was just as good as any other dream. i keep praying and thinking that this one is an exception, maybe this one will turn out for the good. who am i kidding, i have said that about every other reoccuring thing in my life and look where i am. this is bullshit, please god, just once.
please...