this euphoric silence brings us all back to reality.
last night was wonderful. i took a long walk with someone that i had been wanting to tell something to for the longest time. they could have taken what i said in two ways, and luckily they took it the way i wanted them to. we ended up in one of my friend's hot tub (without him) drinking root beers. i started thinking about how life had finally taken a good turn and was going the way i wanted it to. the next thing i knew, i was in my bed in my room. then i realized that life is only perfect in my dreams.
i woke up this morning feeling a lot different than i had during my dream last night. my mom told me that she heard me screaming at 3 in the morning (which i wasn't aware of). i told her that it was probaly my music because i forgot to turn it off last night, but she was sure it was me because it was so loud. she asked me if i had a bad dream last night, and i told her no. what i didnt tell her was that i had the best dream ever, the best feeling i have EVER had in my entire life, and i was screaming probaly because i knew that nothing in this world would ever amount up to my expectations of a happy life.
i woke up this morning feeling a lot different than i had during my dream last night. my mom told me that she heard me screaming at 3 in the morning (which i wasn't aware of). i told her that it was probaly my music because i forgot to turn it off last night, but she was sure it was me because it was so loud. she asked me if i had a bad dream last night, and i told her no. what i didnt tell her was that i had the best dream ever, the best feeling i have EVER had in my entire life, and i was screaming probaly because i knew that nothing in this world would ever amount up to my expectations of a happy life.