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where am I going? Where am I now for that matter. Am I looking for meaning, or just meaning to start looking. is this still just the waiting before heading back to classes? I feel like I need something to spark some more passion in my life. Yes I have Emily, and she means the world to me, and I love her endlessly. I've thought from time to time about military enlistment, police forces, national guard or what have you; but I hold back on that...I don't want to distress my loved ones. Maybe I just want to be part of something I can be proud of. something my family can be proud of me for. Something I can enhance. through the church I've signed up for a few things now. Habitat for Humanity, floatbuilding for the 4th of july, some fishing stuff and some air show.
What can I tell people when they ask me what I do? what is my testament to the life I live. My claim to fame as it were. What am I? a lover, a son, some jackass with a mohawk, an artist, a kid, a cook, college bound, lost, found, faithful...
one of my life philosophies has been find out what you want, who you want to be, and become that. Seek out and be satisfied. So what am I to say? I wish to be satisfied, i pray for guidance on a quest for something I can't identify. I wish for something more in life: passion. One step at a time I suppose.
and the boy paints his boat quietly.
What can I tell people when they ask me what I do? what is my testament to the life I live. My claim to fame as it were. What am I? a lover, a son, some jackass with a mohawk, an artist, a kid, a cook, college bound, lost, found, faithful...
one of my life philosophies has been find out what you want, who you want to be, and become that. Seek out and be satisfied. So what am I to say? I wish to be satisfied, i pray for guidance on a quest for something I can't identify. I wish for something more in life: passion. One step at a time I suppose.
and the boy paints his boat quietly.