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well I had a lovely time up north! Val day was good as expected and everything was very merry. however...when I returned I found this in the mailbox:
"Dear Applicant:
Thank you for your interest in employment at Wal-Mart. We receive a large number of applications and realized that every applicant has varied experience. We give consideration to this, and are offering a limited number of jobs to those persons we feel are teh best suited to meet the job requirements. At this time we are no longer considering your application for employment.
Again, we thank you for your interest in Wal-Mart and wish you ever success in your job search. You are welcom to reapply with Wal-Mart 60 days from the date you submitted your most recent aplication.
Sincerely,
Wal-Mart Distributuion Personnel Office."
Fuck. That was my one big hope, the big break we needed. All my plans and such were formulated around getting that job. now? now I don't know what to do, I have to find something. do I need it now? no, I need it over a month ago, but I'll take whateverthefuck I can get. I'm tired of this scraping things together to get by. It just doesn't seem worth it.
What else I've found humorous lately: those of you who have known me for a while, or at least know how I used to be, know that I used to be all anti-corporate, "anarchist", and blah blah blah. I used to hate the idea of big company, thought it took the soul out of things. yea well now I'm trying to find a job in a company so big that if I don't work, no one will notice, I'll still get paid and no one will know what I do. a complete flip flop. but why is it so hard for me to find work? I've got another interview in a week, but its bullshit. an hour long thing for being an insurance sales blah blah the idea makes me want blah.
So whats next?
Do I lose the apartment and move back home?
Do I stay here?
What about school?
would I move in with Heather and Emily?
Where would I work then?
What about my friends down here?
What about my friends in MI?
what about my pets?
Where is my life going?
"Dear Applicant:
Thank you for your interest in employment at Wal-Mart. We receive a large number of applications and realized that every applicant has varied experience. We give consideration to this, and are offering a limited number of jobs to those persons we feel are teh best suited to meet the job requirements. At this time we are no longer considering your application for employment.
Again, we thank you for your interest in Wal-Mart and wish you ever success in your job search. You are welcom to reapply with Wal-Mart 60 days from the date you submitted your most recent aplication.
Sincerely,
Wal-Mart Distributuion Personnel Office."
Fuck. That was my one big hope, the big break we needed. All my plans and such were formulated around getting that job. now? now I don't know what to do, I have to find something. do I need it now? no, I need it over a month ago, but I'll take whateverthefuck I can get. I'm tired of this scraping things together to get by. It just doesn't seem worth it.
What else I've found humorous lately: those of you who have known me for a while, or at least know how I used to be, know that I used to be all anti-corporate, "anarchist", and blah blah blah. I used to hate the idea of big company, thought it took the soul out of things. yea well now I'm trying to find a job in a company so big that if I don't work, no one will notice, I'll still get paid and no one will know what I do. a complete flip flop. but why is it so hard for me to find work? I've got another interview in a week, but its bullshit. an hour long thing for being an insurance sales blah blah the idea makes me want blah.
So whats next?
Do I lose the apartment and move back home?
Do I stay here?
What about school?
would I move in with Heather and Emily?
Where would I work then?
What about my friends down here?
What about my friends in MI?
what about my pets?
Where is my life going?