A while ago I had a confessional with my Bro; confessions of our sexual indiscretions that we lay bare in front of one another. Intimacies that we share in the living room to make up for the intimacies we choose not to have in the bedroom, playing 20 questions with the subjects of each other’s desire.  Today’s topic: the women of color in my ( Read more... )

I've just been in that kind of mood where I am constantly on edge, so excuse me if these past couple of days have been particularly vitriolic.  At some point I'll drop the venom and go off to read kinky porn, which might do wonders for my health.

So I had yet another faculty rep meeting today.  That went as well as an anal probing with shattered ( Read more... )

So it seems I only use this journal whenever I'm aggravated; so be it.

I've been thinking about my relationship to academia and why it doesn't click with me for some time. At first I just thought it was an issue of laziness, that I wasn't trying hard enough.  After two years and some months of trying, it increasingly seems to be an issue of ( Read more... )