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Nothing much has happened over the last five months. Mostly video games and job applications. I had a phone interview and it went well but I didn't get the job because I wasn't qualified enough for the position.
That's really it. Wish there were more to update on.
Oh... my sorta-relationship ended. I'm not surprised, it really wasn't working out in a romantic regard for a while. I'm also very different from the me of high school and the me of college. It doesn't bother me too much. To be honest, the whole concept of a relationship has taken heavy blows with me and I don't know what to make of it anymore. I still want one and to be happy in the long run. But I no longer know what would constitute proper grounds to pursue one. I do like someone, but... it's not worth the emotional strain trying to make a relationship happen.
I hate waiting and I hate being alone, but I also have other problems to worry about. And perhaps I should worry about moving out first so I can find someone who lives where I want to live... or something.
I'll just deal with whatever happens, tbh. I've kinda stopped caring. I bore myself.
Since you stuck with me til the end of this entry, here's some recommendations for you:
-Watch Steven Universe. (All of it)
-Watch Kaiba. (It's short)
-Play Freedom Planet. (It's on Steam)
-Go see Mad Max: Fury Road.
That's really it. Wish there were more to update on.
Oh... my sorta-relationship ended. I'm not surprised, it really wasn't working out in a romantic regard for a while. I'm also very different from the me of high school and the me of college. It doesn't bother me too much. To be honest, the whole concept of a relationship has taken heavy blows with me and I don't know what to make of it anymore. I still want one and to be happy in the long run. But I no longer know what would constitute proper grounds to pursue one. I do like someone, but... it's not worth the emotional strain trying to make a relationship happen.
I hate waiting and I hate being alone, but I also have other problems to worry about. And perhaps I should worry about moving out first so I can find someone who lives where I want to live... or something.
I'll just deal with whatever happens, tbh. I've kinda stopped caring. I bore myself.
Since you stuck with me til the end of this entry, here's some recommendations for you:
-Watch Steven Universe. (All of it)
-Watch Kaiba. (It's short)
-Play Freedom Planet. (It's on Steam)
-Go see Mad Max: Fury Road.