It's coming down to nothing more than apathy.

[zadgea6]

Well here we are again. It's not even the 11th Hour, it's like...the 23rd Hour. In other words, flagrantly late in the grand scheme of things and right. There. Andohmygodnotgoingtomakeit but shutupandjustkeepgoing. Trying to channel that time in undergrad when I wrote an 8-page paper in like an hour and a half. That was some crazy shit. This one is going so slowly I don't think you could even calculate speed. Glacial might be an apt metaphor.

Some day I'll stop doing this to myself.

I always say that.

...damnit.