You Can Keep The Necklace That I Gave To You...
...I'll keep the shitty tattoos.
So, today was a deja-monday for sure. I hadn't heard from Robert and I was starting to freak out. Found myself texting every few hours. Found myself calling him while on a drive. Then found an email in my inbox, saying things were crazy but he loves and misses me. That was all I needed to hear. I feel much better, since I've gotten said email. It's crazy how I feel about this guy, because I haven't felt like this since I can remember. I will say he and I are off to a unique start. I would say that our communication being compromised is a bad thing, but I can't say that, because this concept is what will make us stronger as a team. It's also a major testament to how much I care for him, and how dedicated I am to making this work. Do I want to be texting him 24/7? Of course I do. However, patience will make us the best we can be. I can't wait to see him again. I didn't get to hug him the last time I saw him, but I did get to hold his hand and kiss him. I also owe him 15 bucks, haha.
Every time I think about the concept of 15 dollars, I always sing Cartman's Dog The Hallway Monitor song. ('I got some badass guys to help me, I only had to pay them 15 bucks').
Speaking of badass... you know how sometimes the littlest thing get you going? Well, the way boy says 'badass' turns me on like none other...
I love how I just keep jumping from topic to topic, yet somehow, all of this makes sense blends in my head.
Keep it classy, Journal Viewers!
Zachary
So, today was a deja-monday for sure. I hadn't heard from Robert and I was starting to freak out. Found myself texting every few hours. Found myself calling him while on a drive. Then found an email in my inbox, saying things were crazy but he loves and misses me. That was all I needed to hear. I feel much better, since I've gotten said email. It's crazy how I feel about this guy, because I haven't felt like this since I can remember. I will say he and I are off to a unique start. I would say that our communication being compromised is a bad thing, but I can't say that, because this concept is what will make us stronger as a team. It's also a major testament to how much I care for him, and how dedicated I am to making this work. Do I want to be texting him 24/7? Of course I do. However, patience will make us the best we can be. I can't wait to see him again. I didn't get to hug him the last time I saw him, but I did get to hold his hand and kiss him. I also owe him 15 bucks, haha.
Every time I think about the concept of 15 dollars, I always sing Cartman's Dog The Hallway Monitor song. ('I got some badass guys to help me, I only had to pay them 15 bucks').
Speaking of badass... you know how sometimes the littlest thing get you going? Well, the way boy says 'badass' turns me on like none other...
I love how I just keep jumping from topic to topic, yet somehow, all of this makes sense blends in my head.
Keep it classy, Journal Viewers!
Zachary