in mt.shasta

[zachary_hurt_ca]

i am currently in mt.shasta and i am having a good time.but i keep thinking about this girl,its bothering me, its not a sexual thing, i just wanna see her and talk to her to see how her life is going, its been a year. i dunno i really liked her, she was in my 7th grade english class i bothered her all the time in a playful way, then in 8th grade i got the "cahones" to ask her out. amazingly she said yes. back then i wasn't very confident in myself. we talked and kissed (never outside of school, basically we didnt talk outside of school) and she would give me these funny little notes,i remember those the most along with the over lipsticked lips that left smears of scented lip gloss on your face, its not that we went out for along time , it was only a couple of weeks, its the fact that i dumped her! i wish i could go back in time and punch myself for even thinking that. i honestly thought she was too good for me and i dumped her. it didn't help that this guy named micheal kept on bein a dick.im not holding a grudge or anything, frankly i dont have the time.but i thought id tell you where im coming from.i just emailed my freind sydni (the one who told me about this journal thingy)asking her to give janice (the girl whom this entry is about my email address.hopefully i'll hear from her soon.
thats it for now and if your a friend email me, at zaffo@sbcglobal.net......peace to all.

Zachary Hurt