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54 hours without a cigarette and I am freaking the fuck out! I went for a bike ride to the beach today but traffic was busy and stressful. There was not one bone in my body that didn't want a cigarette. I smoke more than anyone I know and this has been the case for over a year. I need to stop. Now. I am a smokoholic. One cigarette and I am in for the full unmitigated chain smoking late at night by myself disaster of nicotine addiction.
But there's a kind of balance. Smoking is my number one problem in life. My number one priority. If I can quit smoking, everything else in my life will smell a little better.
But there's a kind of balance. Smoking is my number one problem in life. My number one priority. If I can quit smoking, everything else in my life will smell a little better.