explanation and a bruise
The reasons I never post:
- I hate the internet
- my layout sucks and I'm too lazy to update it
- usually if I'm writing in here I'm complaining about something (which I'm doin tonight)
- drama is for turds
- deep down I'm an angry person and I hate that (...haha)
- I have no time
Tonight I'll throw all that crap aside for one fleeting moment because something needs to be said about me for the sake of me.
Out of all the things I value the most my word is my highest priority. Usually if I promise you something 95% of the time I'm going to fulfill that promise. This is bad when you mix in the fact that I say yes to almost every task someone throws at me regardless of how hard it would be to keep that promise. Recently working in glorious web design and graphics for the student run business, Tech Cadre, has left me overworked and under slept and the only one who's created that problem is me. Outside of school (WHICH ISN'T ENDING!!!!) and tech cadre I have 6 other projects all conveniently sealed with my promise. If you combine all three (school, cadre, and "free time") I have 19 or more projects to complete within a month when all I want to do is sleep and graduate. This excludes necessities and/or other important things like registering for college. Right now I've reached a breaking point. I know something along the line isn't going to get done I'm going to break a promise and let someone down. What did I learn? I'm an idiot who thinks time doesn't exist and its time to say no.