why did i spend the last two hours crying ( Read more... )

I'm lost and alone.

I've never gotten this feeling before. Really weird. Its like I'm constantly being watched now.

this could end up exceptionally nice and good or really really awkward. and its up to me and i am somehow drawn to the awkward option. whats wrong with me?

I take more pleasure from watching stories unfold to other people in other worlds than living the ones in my own.

i have no idea why this didn't purge yet...

YEP.

Q: Get money?
A: Get paid.

YEAH.

No one ever read this anyway.

fuck cash.

amen.

You told me you hated me.

I'm not overreacting by being extremely hurt by that.

Don't think that saying "jk" the next day warrants a forgive and forget and expect me to continue like nothing happened.

Don't blame it on being drunk because I know you weren't.

I need time to think.

I'm going to break down and scream any day now.

what the fuck. just seriously.

what the fuck. my perception of a couple people has just changed forever.

I hate it when the Meatspin song gets stuck in my head.

Haven't updated since before school, and even that entry seemed like an attention seeking entry ( Read more... )