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hey all. yeah. its officially spring break. and its my last day here, but theres no bardstown road tonight. it makes me very sad. and deforest wasnt home and that means i couldnt call and get weed from him. god damnit. well i am half drunk again. and i have that queasy feeling. i dont think its healthy to drink this heavily for a week, you know. but im going to NY, and that means hours of shittyness with just me and vinny and hundreds of dollars i stole from my mom. i feel very shittyy right now. very. shitty. well i dont know what to do with myself. im just gonna go find matt and then when he gets annoyed by me i'l leave for a week. i really dont want to go to NY. i really didnt want to go to camp. and i really want more weed, and more tequilla, and more crown 7 and more irish creme liquor. and tat spells an interesting tme on bardstown. fuck. why is it called bardstown. it leads to bardstown, way down the road apparently. but why bardstown. is it really bard's town? i doubt it. its probably run by a city councell or something, and not owned by any illeged bard. what the fuck is a fucking bard?!?! god damnit. well anyway, i go to NY tommorow, and thats not good because hannah will find out and i seriously am afraid she is going to come shoot me or something. for serious. holy shit yay, i just twisted my little goatee into a braid at th bottom. damn life right now for being life, and being shitty.