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i still have work on the awakening to do. it isn't ending. so much to do before monday.
where was everyone at marching band today? oh well i smeallieized. the curious savage is looking like a strong possibility. we're seniors and it's weird. being a theatre senior at einstein?! no ariel or kim or mel or sarah or michelle, no matts or austins. or jackies!
cross-country practise was wonderful. i missed everyone so much and it was all i could do not to shower them with affection. and when soder arrived, i nearly jumped for joy. he did say, "hey guys" and gave me a high-five so woohoo for soder! and cara! we shared stories today.. and MJ, nick, william, i was ridiculously happy to see everyone. thankfully, i wasn't tired and my tendonitis was okay. total mental energy pump-up. i can't wait for tomorrow. the euphoria ended when i had to leave early for clarinet..i'm not going to detail it because it would just be an, "it'snotfairihateeveryone" sort of thing.
frank seemed pleased with my work and gave me a few ..life lesson.. talks about music school and performance.. i'll stop talking about the lesson now. it won't be anything good.
reality check? some people are already giving teachers recommendations for college? oh, fuck..
matt's showing me pictures from EMF. these people are gorgeous.
i'm hitting "backspace" a bit too much in this post. i'm ending it.
it's all so very blah..
it'snotfairihateeveryone
huzzah.
I NEED HELP WITH COLLEGE THINGS I'M A BIT TOO FULL OF QUESTIONS, can somebody please help me?! oh shit oh SHIT..
where was everyone at marching band today? oh well i smeallieized. the curious savage is looking like a strong possibility. we're seniors and it's weird. being a theatre senior at einstein?! no ariel or kim or mel or sarah or michelle, no matts or austins. or jackies!
cross-country practise was wonderful. i missed everyone so much and it was all i could do not to shower them with affection. and when soder arrived, i nearly jumped for joy. he did say, "hey guys" and gave me a high-five so woohoo for soder! and cara! we shared stories today.. and MJ, nick, william, i was ridiculously happy to see everyone. thankfully, i wasn't tired and my tendonitis was okay. total mental energy pump-up. i can't wait for tomorrow. the euphoria ended when i had to leave early for clarinet..i'm not going to detail it because it would just be an, "it'snotfairihateeveryone" sort of thing.
frank seemed pleased with my work and gave me a few ..life lesson.. talks about music school and performance.. i'll stop talking about the lesson now. it won't be anything good.
reality check? some people are already giving teachers recommendations for college? oh, fuck..
matt's showing me pictures from EMF. these people are gorgeous.
i'm hitting "backspace" a bit too much in this post. i'm ending it.
it's all so very blah..
it'snotfairihateeveryone
huzzah.
I NEED HELP WITH COLLEGE THINGS I'M A BIT TOO FULL OF QUESTIONS, can somebody please help me?! oh shit oh SHIT..