i have been careful with balancing my life with the light and the heavy.

but the heavy is too overpowering sometimes. and i need to remind myself that the world's weight is not meant to be borne on me alone

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今天七婶一进门就说今年怪怪的。

真的。今年怪怪的。

希望明年不要也怪怪。

也希望明年你还在。

can't believe i've never put this in my records.

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tonight as i'm writing, the things that are running through my head are:

stability 
music 
buildings 
memories
time
ties
people
illuminating
heavy
sofa

and more, and more 

最近在写新的剧本，有望在2012年搬上舞台。

剧本有很重的回忆色彩。有一段我是这么写的：

我读的每间学校搬了几次家，不是搬家就是搬楼。旧楼拆，就搬去新楼。有一次我们需要从旧楼把所有的桌子和椅子搬到新的楼去。那个时候我们虽然觉得有点可惜，因为在旧楼过了三年，不过因为可以早点下课，就开心过了头，忘了在旧楼的那些记忆。

我还记得那个时候男生想耍威风，说他们负责搬两张桌子，女生搬两张椅子就行了。旧楼离新楼很远，男生还没走下楼梯就喊辛苦，我们女生都笑得很开心。突然间下起好大，好大的雨。我们立刻把椅子还有桌子当伞用，终于走到新楼的时候女生都湿透了，男生却只淋湿了脚，到他们笑我们。

过后我们发了疯似的，在雨中跑回旧的课室去，不停的喊我们的class cheer。我们用笔在墙上涂鸦，反正都要拆了，应该不会触犯校规。 ( Read more... )

i knew this was going to be hard. but everytime it happens i try to convince myself that its not meant to me.

time. and. again

right now my confidence is wearing thin, and so is my faith. wheres the light in my tunnel?

无风不起浪。

最近终于透彻的，真切的明白了这句话的意思。

过去风浪频频，造就了最后的瓦解。坚持了这么多的信念，最后却被自己的懦弱给打败了。

这次呢？这次一切都还是一个未知数。

everythings going to fall apart as fast as it fell into place. and i'm more afraid of it than ever.