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I open my eyes as soon I can feel someone grip my hand tightly. When I look at the edge of my bed, it was Yuya.
“Yuya...”
I tried to call for Yuya, but there’s not that much voice came out from my mouth. But, it’s enough to wake him up.
“Chii?”
He said while rubbing his eyes because he just wakes up. He suddenly makes the surprised-faced and hugs me.
“Chii, thank goodness you have wakes. I’m so scared that you will leave me.”
He said while still hugging me and no response that he will release me.
“Yuya, I can’t breaths.”
I say and he just realised it. He’s a truly Baka. He’s the same Yuya.
“Gomen, Chii. I was just relieved that you have regains your conscious.”
He said with a softer tone that I miss to hear. He pushes the button to call for the doctor. After a while, the doctor came.
“It’s a miracle. Even though he lose so many blood in that accident, but he survived it and not many people can survived after lose so much blood. Maybe, this is called threat of love?”
I can see the doctor is talking with Yuya and winked towards him with a full of meaning. He walked towards me after he finished talking with the doctor.
“Chii, are you okay? Did you feel unwell? Or something to drink?”
He said it like the old time. He cares for me. Suddenly I became teary towards his behave. He’s so shocked to seeing me like this.
“Ch... chii! What’s wrong? Are you in pain? Where is it?”
He became so gentle. Why is it? I don’t know about it for myself. Only one thing I want, I know maybe this is so selfish of me, but, I want him. I don’t want him go towards Ryo-chan.
“Ne,Yuya. Do you love Ryo-chan?”
He’s shocked with it. I knew it. He is love Ryo-chan. But, he hugs me so tightly. Don’t want to release me. I can feel something warm at my shoulder.
“Yuya?”
“Chii,can you forgive this person in front of you now?”
It was Dai-chan and the others. They are coming.
“Dai-chan, don’t say like that. You know that Chinen’s still sick.”
Inoo-chan is scolded Daiki. Yuya release me from his hugging. I can see that Yuya is reflected with what have he done towards me. When I see my members, I can see that Ryo-chan wanted to talk with me.
“Ryo-chan, did you want to say something?”
He seems shocks to it. But, he just nodded and walked towards me before bowing 90 degree.
“Chii, I’m sorry for what have I done to you. For steal Yuya from you, I don’t know what had possessed over me to suddenly have an urge to being jealous over you and steal him from you. I flirt with him behind you. Even though I know what had I done is wrong, I just can’t stop it. It was me you should blame not Yuya. I’m so sorry Chii. I’m not forced you to forgive me. I just want you to know that I’m sorry that’s all.”
I closed my eyes as I listened to his story. It’s true that I’m hurt. I’m in pain. But, after I see Ryo-chan like this for the first time, I can’t say that I can’t forgive him. I opened my eyes and get down from my bed. Yuto rush towards me and helping me to stand properly.
“Arigatou, Yuto-kun.”
Yuto smiled and I walked towards Ryo-chan and hug him when I near him. He was shock with it.
“Chii?”
“I have forgive you, Ryo-chan. I know that you will never do that towards me. I know it. You’re my best friend ever I met you know. So, don’t say it.”
Finally I say it. I can see the tears forming before drop by drop falling down wetting his cheek. I smile towards his childishness.
“What about Yuya, Chii?”
Keito ask me while all eyes are eyeing him.
“Can you all leave me and Yuya alone? I want to talk with him.”
I say and their just nodded. Yuto put me at the bed before going out from my room. I can see that Yuya is uncomfortable with the atmosphere. Yes. I admitted it. The atmosphere is a bit awkward.
“Ne, Yuya. Did you remember what you had promise towards me that day when we at the beach. Only us.”
“Of course I remember. ‘Until death do us part’. I promised it you. I still remember it.”
“If like that, I want to ask you one question. Do you love me or Ryo-chan?”
I can see that he stunned to hear my question but he acted calmly.
“First I want to say. I’m sorry for hurting you. For you acknowledge, I didn’t have anyone that I love accept you, Chii. If about the breaking up, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know what had happened to me that time. If I know that this only will hurt you more, I swear I will never hurt you like that again. So, my answer is I only love you, Chii.”
I was stunned to hear that from his mouth. I was happy and excited that time that I can’t say anything. And he hugged me when he knows that I’m crying. I was so happy.
“Yuya, I love you.”
I said it between my sobbed. Yuya was a little bit startled with what have I say.
“I love you too, Chii. I promise, I will never hurting you again. I swear I will protect you from now on with my body.”
I was so happy and he leaned forward and kisses my forehead. For a while we were looking at each other before smiling. He leaned closer to catch my lips. His kiss was so sweet that I can melt anytime. This is what have I waiting for. I was longing for his love, his smell, his sweet talking, and his childishness side.
Oh Lord, I’m so thankful towards you for gave me a beautiful present. I’m thankful towards you for gave another chance to feel what love is. I’m thankful for not take my life. I’m thankful because you have given me him. Takaki Yuya. I’m swearing no matter what happened, I will… no. Both of us will take care of each other and live our life to the fullest with happiness until us death.
For last but not least...
I love you, Yuya.