♥New Fic:OneShot♥
“I love you.”
Only the three words can make me happy. You told me the words that day when we have a trip with the other JUMP members. You brought me to watch the sunset, only the two of us. At that time too, you told me.
“Chii, I love you.”
It was a sincere word for me. You cupped my face with both of your hand and look straight at my eyes make my heart racing. That time, I know that you are serious with it. I become teary and hug you. This may sound crazy, but actually, I was the one who love you first. I was just afraid to tell you about it. It was during our junior time. I always adored you. I always am looking forward when you want me to accompanying you for the first time. I was so happy.
“I will take that as a yes, Chii.”
He said when he knows that I just wet his shirt with my tears. I can’t say it into words so I just nodded and he hugs me tightly. Suddenly, they were a loud applause. When I look, the other JUMP members were walking towards us with a happy-good-looking face.
“Wow, a new couple is reborn!” Our leader, Yabu Kota said it while grinning.
“It looks like the second couple is sweeter than the first couple.” Hikaru said while smile towards the first couple in JUMP, Yabu Kota and Inoo Kei.
I look at him with a question face but him only smiling towards me and leaned closer to kiss my forehead. I was so blushing hard that time but at the same time, I think I was the happiest guy in this world that day because the person that I love is now with me.
We always spend our moment together almost every second we stick together. There’s nothing can separate us. I still remember he said this “Until death do us part.” The other member was so jealous to see our lovey-dovey moment but their happy for us if we’re happy.
But, it didn’t last long for us. Even though we’re together, I know his heart has change. His heart is not with me anymore. I know that he like my best friend, Yamada Ryosuke , and Ryo-chan is like him too. I’m not that blind to not realize about their relationship. But, I pretend not to know about it. The other member is having a hard time too because of his behave that has change towards me.
No more love words towards me. No more sweet-talking. Almost all of it has gone towards my best friend. And the day that I was so scare has come.
“Chii, let’s break up.”
The sudden words strike like a bolt of lightning through my heart. And without I know, drop by drop of tears fall down wetting my cheek.
I didn’t know what to do anymore. Without him, I lost. Without him, there’s no hope within me. Without him, my world is incomplete. Because he was my everything. My everything. Everything. The words keep echoing within my head until I didn’t realize that something is coming towards me with a fast speed.
HONK!!!
I can feel my body is flying in the air before fall down and hit my head at the road. I can see so many of dark red liquid flowing out from my head. Is this the end? Just like that? I think for a slight of moment, I’m happy that I will go. My last wish is that. I hope their will becoming happy without me in this world anymore. My vision getting blurry. For the last time I say his name.
“Yu……..ya……”
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I can feel my body floating in the air. As I open my eyes, I was floating in the air. The scene is so beautiful where all of is in white colour. Shine brightly. Is this heaven? As I say the words, the scene suddenly changes. It was raining hardly as I hear a loud of thunder everywhere. When I look down, I can see there were so many people. I can see my family, JUMP, my senpai, my kohai and so Johnny-san. I can see all of them are looking towards the gravestone and there were writing:
-Chinen Yuri-
-31st November 1993 to 1st December 2013-
“Chinen Yuri. In God’s grace; God fearing; his heart was as wide as the eternal sky. His beautiful voices keep echoing within us. His figure a dancing, fluttering fairy. His beauty was a match for nature itself. Loves make us stronger, and it is love that makes us weak as well. I ...”
It was Johnny-san. He was crying while giving a speech.
“Johnny-san.”
“He was like a son to me.”
Johnny-san said when suddenly someone coming and yelling.
“Screw this! What the hell is everyone doing!?”
It was my loved one.
“Yuya.”
He walks over towards my grave and kicks the bouquet that was on top of my grave. All of them and me is so shock to see it.
“Stop this, Takaki-kun!” Johnny-san yelling towards him.
“Yuya, stop it!” Daiki said from a far.
“Why you...” Yabu-kun’s running towards Yuya.
“Chii ain’t dead!!” He says.
“Please, Yuya... stop.” Inoo-chan says while wiping away his tears.
“THERE’S NO WAY IN HELL HE’S DEAD!!” Yuya is out of control already. Yabu-kun, Hikaru-kun, and Keito are running towards him and pinned him down from going berserk again.
“Face reality, Yuya!” Ryutaro said.
“Lemme go! Chii’s alive.” Yuya is struggling while keep saying that I’m still alive.
“I ... I did this for your future and everyone else’s, Yuya. And yet... This isn’t the future that I want to see. I just... I wanted to see everyone smile. I ... didn’t want this.”
I say it while palming my face when suddenly there are light that shining behind me. There is a hand and take me out from there.
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