Braindump!
Stuff and nonsense. (And long)
☆ I assure you, I am a full-time internet.
☆ What do you mean Dreamwidth isn't twitter? ;V ;V ;V
☆ Man if I could like pipe tea directly into my bloodstream that would be GREAT.
☆ Suddenly remembered that I have to write A Fic for A Certain Amazing Individual and I'm like... okay, I have slightly over a month, what do I write, porn or fluff
☆ Wait a minute. WHY NOT BOTH. Both. Both is good.
☆ On the other hand, I might run out of time, which would be A Problem, so once again it comes back down to fluff or porn. ...I'll think about this later and decide later, yep.
☆ AND THEN there is also smut swap and HOORAY there are some SSSS requests I can write. [/bookmarks] We... will see if something comes from this. Hmm.
☆ fml now I have TWO complete aRTD drafts on my drive and like. I am feeling way too lazy to edit/clean/finish them. Though I must confess one of them makes me feel shy. It's just. SO over-the-top self indulgent.
☆ But I really should get a specific one finished soon. The one that makes me shy. Like. Hopefully like... no later than 2nd week of March. Because it involves a character dealing with seasonal affective disorder and while there's nothing wrong with posting a very winter-focused fic in spring, it might seem a little... unseasonal, I guess.
☆ And I feel really shy even admitting to the above, that I wrote something like that. I dunno why. IT ISN'T EVEN THAT WEIRD to write something like that. The characters live in Finland, one of them is kind of moody to begin with, it fits well enough... But I dunno. [/shoves hands in pockets, kicks at the ground] Mnhhhh ah, well, at least it isn't the main focus of the fic, it's just an extra thing in addition to other stuff. I don't want to take it out. But I'm not going to tag for it either.
☆ Thank you for recommending my own posts to me, tumblr, I really appreciate that.
☆ I'm really happy with the way that Emil/Lalli NSFW fic turned out, but Solo pointed out to me that some parts of it can be taken in ways that aren't intended, so I think what I'm going to do is write a sequel to that. Hadn't been planning on it BUUUUUT what the hey.
☆ And also, I mean, the text itself left an opportunity for that so WHY NOT REACH OUT AND GRAB IT. CARPE DIEM. (Or carpe... something else... ahem) (that was terrible) (but I regret nothing) (I am the MOST MATURE don't you even argue otherwise)
☆ I was making wontons with mum today, hell, I stayed home from writing club to help her with this, and she kept being like "UR DOING IT WRONG"
☆ Ma I assure you there is no wrong way to fold a wonton except if like it explodes or falls apart then obviously it's wrong
☆ And how are YOU suddenly a wonton expert I mean you've never made wontons in your life SO THERE
☆ But u kno it was actually a rather okay afternoon, like, she didn't bite my head off and I didn't want to bite her head off, so I feel that it was like. A productive use of my time. Even if I had to stay home from writing club. (goddamnit)
☆ ... I just checked my email and apparently the power was out at the library anyway, so it was like, closed, and writing club did not happen. Hm. Interesting. WELL okay then.
☆ UGH I should go for a run but I DON'T WANT TO. And I should do some stretches but I DON'T WANT TO. This is a problem for future Yuu. (Future Yuu is going to regret everything.)
☆ MAN you know, I totally have this urge to write some more of that ridiculous aRTD+SSSS thing involving ghost!mage!Hannu again. Because clearly I am a man of GOOD TASTE and by that I mean I like ridiculous crossover things in which my favourite jackass gets to be tragically sparkly.
☆ I don't even know what to call that thing. It's not an AU. But I feel kind of weird calling it a crossover, when it's only using the world, but not the characters (like, parts taking place before the characters exist, etc). Hm.
☆ OH WELL, I'm not going to post any more of that nonsense to Ao3, so it doesn't matter for tagging purposes anyway. Maybe I'll just make a new tag on my writing journal for crossovery things. That would actually work quite well, come to think of it.
☆ I had plans to make icons this weekend. I did not do it. I had plans to work on Super Secret Project this weekend. I did not do it. I had plans to reply to Melu's letter this weekend. I did not do it. Everything is terrible.
☆ Well actually I'm being overdramatic but blurrrrgh. And also I should have dusted my bedroom but I DID NOT DO IT
☆ I shall now shed a tear for my poor neglected responsibilities.
☆ There is this idea I was kicking around IN WHICH music = magic (with me so far?) and therefore since music = magic then Tuomi, using the power of music-magic which he can totally manipulate without realizing it, opens some kind of portal or summons some kind of Thing and then plot happens.
☆ The problem is the "plot happens" part. And... deciding what exactly it is that he opens/summons.
☆ u kno what maybe I should just make him accidentally summon the Moose of Hiisi because THAT THING IS FUCKING SCARY and I can't get enough of it. I love the creepy Hiisimoose parts of the comic so much.
☆ Though there's probably a better monster I could use. Hmm. MUST CONSULT TEXTS and/or poke my dear Lauf for ideas.
☆ Fml why do I have TWO stalled-out breathplay fics on my drive? WTF brain, you like this stuff, you like these pairings, why can't you finish these damn fics. (One is Joona/Hannu and the other is Sigrun/Emil and I just. 8) 8) 8) Yes )
☆ I think it's because, actually, that they were started for like drabblechallenge things and then I was like "I WANT TO EXPAND THESE" and then when I actually got to that part, I froze up.
☆ ...Maybe I should just turn my brain off and Just Do It. Or like. Maybe make it a different challenge? 500-word restricted or. Something. Hmm. That might work. Because I reeeaaalllly want to finish these, especially since they are Relevant To Some Of My Mates' Interests. ;V ;V ;V
☆ Ugh I need to wash my hair tonight but I don't WANT to because it takes forever to dry but greasy hair is gross and also my hair looks awesome when it's freshly-cleaned and SIIIIIGH
☆ tbh I kind of want to cut it all off but on the other hand no
☆ Weeee shaallllll seeeee actually maybe I'll do that in summer... idk... Maybe. Hmm. Going to have to think about it. My mum flips her shit every time I give it a proper chop, probably because she's not used to seeing me with short (ish) hair any more.
☆ This entry is so long and so pointless but sometimes I just like talking to myself. YOU KNOW HOW IT IS.
This entry was originally posted at http://yuuago.dreamwidth.org/3467465.html. You can comment here or at the original entry.
☆ I assure you, I am a full-time internet.
☆ What do you mean Dreamwidth isn't twitter? ;V ;V ;V
☆ Man if I could like pipe tea directly into my bloodstream that would be GREAT.
☆ Suddenly remembered that I have to write A Fic for A Certain Amazing Individual and I'm like... okay, I have slightly over a month, what do I write, porn or fluff
☆ Wait a minute. WHY NOT BOTH. Both. Both is good.
☆ On the other hand, I might run out of time, which would be A Problem, so once again it comes back down to fluff or porn. ...I'll think about this later and decide later, yep.
☆ AND THEN there is also smut swap and HOORAY there are some SSSS requests I can write. [/bookmarks] We... will see if something comes from this. Hmm.
☆ fml now I have TWO complete aRTD drafts on my drive and like. I am feeling way too lazy to edit/clean/finish them. Though I must confess one of them makes me feel shy. It's just. SO over-the-top self indulgent.
☆ But I really should get a specific one finished soon. The one that makes me shy. Like. Hopefully like... no later than 2nd week of March. Because it involves a character dealing with seasonal affective disorder and while there's nothing wrong with posting a very winter-focused fic in spring, it might seem a little... unseasonal, I guess.
☆ And I feel really shy even admitting to the above, that I wrote something like that. I dunno why. IT ISN'T EVEN THAT WEIRD to write something like that. The characters live in Finland, one of them is kind of moody to begin with, it fits well enough... But I dunno. [/shoves hands in pockets, kicks at the ground] Mnhhhh ah, well, at least it isn't the main focus of the fic, it's just an extra thing in addition to other stuff. I don't want to take it out. But I'm not going to tag for it either.
☆ Thank you for recommending my own posts to me, tumblr, I really appreciate that.
☆ I'm really happy with the way that Emil/Lalli NSFW fic turned out, but Solo pointed out to me that some parts of it can be taken in ways that aren't intended, so I think what I'm going to do is write a sequel to that. Hadn't been planning on it BUUUUUT what the hey.
☆ And also, I mean, the text itself left an opportunity for that so WHY NOT REACH OUT AND GRAB IT. CARPE DIEM. (Or carpe... something else... ahem) (that was terrible) (but I regret nothing) (I am the MOST MATURE don't you even argue otherwise)
☆ I was making wontons with mum today, hell, I stayed home from writing club to help her with this, and she kept being like "UR DOING IT WRONG"
☆ Ma I assure you there is no wrong way to fold a wonton except if like it explodes or falls apart then obviously it's wrong
☆ And how are YOU suddenly a wonton expert I mean you've never made wontons in your life SO THERE
☆ But u kno it was actually a rather okay afternoon, like, she didn't bite my head off and I didn't want to bite her head off, so I feel that it was like. A productive use of my time. Even if I had to stay home from writing club. (goddamnit)
☆ ... I just checked my email and apparently the power was out at the library anyway, so it was like, closed, and writing club did not happen. Hm. Interesting. WELL okay then.
☆ UGH I should go for a run but I DON'T WANT TO. And I should do some stretches but I DON'T WANT TO. This is a problem for future Yuu. (Future Yuu is going to regret everything.)
☆ MAN you know, I totally have this urge to write some more of that ridiculous aRTD+SSSS thing involving ghost!mage!Hannu again. Because clearly I am a man of GOOD TASTE and by that I mean I like ridiculous crossover things in which my favourite jackass gets to be tragically sparkly.
☆ I don't even know what to call that thing. It's not an AU. But I feel kind of weird calling it a crossover, when it's only using the world, but not the characters (like, parts taking place before the characters exist, etc). Hm.
☆ OH WELL, I'm not going to post any more of that nonsense to Ao3, so it doesn't matter for tagging purposes anyway. Maybe I'll just make a new tag on my writing journal for crossovery things. That would actually work quite well, come to think of it.
☆ I had plans to make icons this weekend. I did not do it. I had plans to work on Super Secret Project this weekend. I did not do it. I had plans to reply to Melu's letter this weekend. I did not do it. Everything is terrible.
☆ Well actually I'm being overdramatic but blurrrrgh. And also I should have dusted my bedroom but I DID NOT DO IT
☆ I shall now shed a tear for my poor neglected responsibilities.
☆ There is this idea I was kicking around IN WHICH music = magic (with me so far?) and therefore since music = magic then Tuomi, using the power of music-magic which he can totally manipulate without realizing it, opens some kind of portal or summons some kind of Thing and then plot happens.
☆ The problem is the "plot happens" part. And... deciding what exactly it is that he opens/summons.
☆ u kno what maybe I should just make him accidentally summon the Moose of Hiisi because THAT THING IS FUCKING SCARY and I can't get enough of it. I love the creepy Hiisimoose parts of the comic so much.
☆ Though there's probably a better monster I could use. Hmm. MUST CONSULT TEXTS and/or poke my dear Lauf for ideas.
☆ Fml why do I have TWO stalled-out breathplay fics on my drive? WTF brain, you like this stuff, you like these pairings, why can't you finish these damn fics. (One is Joona/Hannu and the other is Sigrun/Emil and I just. 8) 8) 8) Yes )
☆ I think it's because, actually, that they were started for like drabblechallenge things and then I was like "I WANT TO EXPAND THESE" and then when I actually got to that part, I froze up.
☆ ...Maybe I should just turn my brain off and Just Do It. Or like. Maybe make it a different challenge? 500-word restricted or. Something. Hmm. That might work. Because I reeeaaalllly want to finish these, especially since they are Relevant To Some Of My Mates' Interests. ;V ;V ;V
☆ Ugh I need to wash my hair tonight but I don't WANT to because it takes forever to dry but greasy hair is gross and also my hair looks awesome when it's freshly-cleaned and SIIIIIGH
☆ tbh I kind of want to cut it all off but on the other hand no
☆ Weeee shaallllll seeeee actually maybe I'll do that in summer... idk... Maybe. Hmm. Going to have to think about it. My mum flips her shit every time I give it a proper chop, probably because she's not used to seeing me with short (ish) hair any more.
☆ This entry is so long and so pointless but sometimes I just like talking to myself. YOU KNOW HOW IT IS.
This entry was originally posted at http://yuuago.dreamwidth.org/3467465.html. You can comment here or at the original entry.