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Today's reading: Nine of Pentacles, reversed. Clarifier drawn: The Lovers, also reversed.
I've been thinking about spirituality a lot recently, and the nature of my spirituality and whatnot. It's kind of a loosely-defined muddle. So, I was thinking that maybe I should think about defining it, or solidifying it, or turning to a more defined system with more structure, such as looking toward a form of paganism that one of my friends shares, or... I don't know. Or just leave it as-is.
It's hard for me to get a reading from the cards I drew, because it isn't a direct 1:1 relationship with the question, and I'm still learning. But I think that what it's indicating is that I shouldn't worry about it too much. My relationship with the spirits, and the structure of that relationship, doesn't need to be boxed up in a way that's simple to explain to people (or even to myself). It's chaotic (but with its own organization, in a way) and that's okay.
What the cards address more directly is that I'm worrying about this because there's something else that's bothering me. There's an imbalance in my life, so I'm looking to distract myself with something that is, ultimately, insignificant. (The fact that I can comfortably say that says a bit about my relationship with the spiritual, I think....) It's hard to put my finger on what it is, but the Nine of Pentacles is suggesting money. That is indeed part of it. But there might be something else; I'll have to see if I can figure out what.
I need to re-focus, so that I can bring the noblewoman in the Pentacles upright, as it were. Was thinking about taking a long nature walk this weekend, and... maybe it's a good idea after all. I'll pack a lunch and take my camera. It might help me get myself sorted out. Or at least it'll be relaxing, if nothing else.
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