Well that was interesting.
I'm feeling really emotionally drained right now. It's that feeling I get after reading a REALLY SAD or REALLY INTENSE story. (Or sometimes, if it's good, it manages to be both, and then it's like, whoa). ... And as a matter of fact, I did just read a sad and intense story, so there you go.
But enough about that. I've basically spent the entire day reading fanfiction (with long breaks taken in between chapters to do yardwork. MAN, THOSE FUCKING LEAVES, I tell ya') and I'm not sure I want to think about this particular story right now.
Anyway. Man, am I ever getting nervous about that job. The one I start on Monday, I mean. WHAT IF I'M NOT GOOD AT IT. WHAT IF THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE OFFICE DON'T LIKE ME. WHAT IF I ROYALLY FUCK UP. Whine, whine, whine. I know that when I get there I'll be fine (...probably) but right now I'm biting my nails like a mofo, trying to keep my nerves steady.
Ugh, okay, let's see. Tomorrow will probably be an index update if I can sit myself down and concentrate long enough. And I really need to look through my notebook and writing folder and take stock of 1. What I want to finish in November 2. What is nearly finished 3. What I will probably finish and 4. ... something else. I dunno'. Something.
I kind of want to keep track of my wordcount for that, but I kind of don't. I have several long (ish) fics that I want to finish, but likelihood is small, and -- well, honestly. What is long for me isn't long at all. The longest fanfic I've written was about 18 pages and 11K words; most of my stuff is around 1.5K, haha. So... I don't know. Maybe I'll just pay it no mind and then total it up at the end.
Regardless, this should be interesting. LET'S SEE IF I GET STUFF DONE.
(In before I end up sitting on my ass throughout the entirety of November and don't do a damn thing)
But enough about that. I've basically spent the entire day reading fanfiction (with long breaks taken in between chapters to do yardwork. MAN, THOSE FUCKING LEAVES, I tell ya') and I'm not sure I want to think about this particular story right now.
Anyway. Man, am I ever getting nervous about that job. The one I start on Monday, I mean. WHAT IF I'M NOT GOOD AT IT. WHAT IF THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE OFFICE DON'T LIKE ME. WHAT IF I ROYALLY FUCK UP. Whine, whine, whine. I know that when I get there I'll be fine (...probably) but right now I'm biting my nails like a mofo, trying to keep my nerves steady.
Ugh, okay, let's see. Tomorrow will probably be an index update if I can sit myself down and concentrate long enough. And I really need to look through my notebook and writing folder and take stock of 1. What I want to finish in November 2. What is nearly finished 3. What I will probably finish and 4. ... something else. I dunno'. Something.
I kind of want to keep track of my wordcount for that, but I kind of don't. I have several long (ish) fics that I want to finish, but likelihood is small, and -- well, honestly. What is long for me isn't long at all. The longest fanfic I've written was about 18 pages and 11K words; most of my stuff is around 1.5K, haha. So... I don't know. Maybe I'll just pay it no mind and then total it up at the end.
Regardless, this should be interesting. LET'S SEE IF I GET STUFF DONE.
(In before I end up sitting on my ass throughout the entirety of November and don't do a damn thing)