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I've been in a huge funk for a couple of days now and it's getting really, really old.
I don't know what it is. I keep feeling all sulky and dull. I think part of it might be because of this issue with my wrist again. Can't do anything. Yesterday, I was in class, and of course I had to write out notes. The whole rest of the day my hand hurt like a bitch - and I hadn't even been writing much at all. Argh, this just pisses me right off. If I can't write, then... well, I don't even know.
I've been sulking a whole lot recently. It's only now that I just realized it. The why of it is uncertain. Hard to say. Maybe I'm just lonely. I wonder if it would help if I went and did my homework at the school. On the other hand, the library is always so loud and crowded - except in the higher levels, where it's just silent and dusty and kind of creepy.
I should be doing things. I should just, like, go outside and walk around. Or exercise at home. I'll still be sulking, but I'll be doing something else while I suck, so it's okay. Or I should clean the house, or... anything. Just something. But more likely than not, I won't do anything like that; I'll just do nothing. Argh, me.
I should read some more of Waverley. Or maybe start another book. Or maybe watch a film tonight. But watching films without doing something with my hands is tedious... maybe I could find something to do, argh.
Okay, self, stop being stupid. Here are some things you can do this evening:
-Exercise
-Go for a walk
-Clean
-Wash dishes (you need to do this anyway)
-Watch a film
-Play video games
-Work on cataloguing books
-Organize something (fridge, cabinets, anything)
-Read
-Go to the cafe & read the newspaper
Seriously, pick something. Don't just... do nothing. It's not good for you. :|
I was going to make paluszki today, or at least prep the dough for it, but ugh I don't think I'm even in the mood to do it. Not in the mood for peeling and mashing those potatoes. Then again, maybe it would give me something to do, and it would be a nice snack to have while watching a movie. But argh, whenever I make paluszki, I make such a mess.
I don't even know. :|
SLUMP. I HAVE ONE.
I don't know what it is. I keep feeling all sulky and dull. I think part of it might be because of this issue with my wrist again. Can't do anything. Yesterday, I was in class, and of course I had to write out notes. The whole rest of the day my hand hurt like a bitch - and I hadn't even been writing much at all. Argh, this just pisses me right off. If I can't write, then... well, I don't even know.
I've been sulking a whole lot recently. It's only now that I just realized it. The why of it is uncertain. Hard to say. Maybe I'm just lonely. I wonder if it would help if I went and did my homework at the school. On the other hand, the library is always so loud and crowded - except in the higher levels, where it's just silent and dusty and kind of creepy.
I should be doing things. I should just, like, go outside and walk around. Or exercise at home. I'll still be sulking, but I'll be doing something else while I suck, so it's okay. Or I should clean the house, or... anything. Just something. But more likely than not, I won't do anything like that; I'll just do nothing. Argh, me.
I should read some more of Waverley. Or maybe start another book. Or maybe watch a film tonight. But watching films without doing something with my hands is tedious... maybe I could find something to do, argh.
Okay, self, stop being stupid. Here are some things you can do this evening:
-Exercise
-Go for a walk
-Clean
-Wash dishes (you need to do this anyway)
-Watch a film
-Play video games
-Work on cataloguing books
-Organize something (fridge, cabinets, anything)
-Read
-Go to the cafe & read the newspaper
Seriously, pick something. Don't just... do nothing. It's not good for you. :|
I was going to make paluszki today, or at least prep the dough for it, but ugh I don't think I'm even in the mood to do it. Not in the mood for peeling and mashing those potatoes. Then again, maybe it would give me something to do, and it would be a nice snack to have while watching a movie. But argh, whenever I make paluszki, I make such a mess.
I don't even know. :|
SLUMP. I HAVE ONE.